I am so so confused today on what I want in future. And I am so nervous but one call solved my problem. I was so hey wire that I went asking around franatically. I never want to disturb him but there is limited people I can ask advice for and not to say someone that can calm me down. So I called him. Thanks to him, I much settled down. I must stay focused.
I feel fortunate that I still can converse with him. Because as time flies, as communication frequency slows down, friendship fades too. That what's I always thought. Or it is a fact? I alway regard communication as a string that connects 2 persons together, regardless of lovers, friends or parents.
I was so tight yesterday and today but now I am relieved. Someone assured me and I got an answer that ring my reminder's bell in my heart. = = = = "What I really really desire?"
Probably friends around me are doing things similiar and I am odd one out, alone, no partners so I may not be confident enough to stay on to continue the journey or I should change route. I shall stay on for a while and evaluate myself again.
Really thanks to him. ^_^ phew~
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