Intolerable

Sometime I just dislike to knowing ALL the stuff and somebody just avoid to understand the stuff. She rather accept the instructions than understanding. Escaping from reality, escaping from stress, escape from peer pressure. Well, I wanted to help her to be independent, but I think she is born to be dependent on others. Actually it supposed to be none of my business but probably me myself cannot accept that she tends to be a weakling in my eyes. I could be selfish in this way since both of us have gone such a different lifestyles and experiences but living under the same roof, so I cant expect her to be like me. What I can say is I feel fortunate to have gone through all the painful experience in the past as it has made me stronger in a way or another.

Since it is this way, then I think I just don't be such a bother or to force her to do anything and take care of myself.

I have done what I should have done as a elder sister, whether the effort is accepted or not, I guess it up to her. Good luck to her. :)