Sunday, May 31, 2009

my VERY favourite song

사랑아 울지마

난 정말 괜찮은 건지 나 보러 괜찮냐며 물어보는 사람마저
내가 슬퍼 보이나 봐 하긴 나 눈물로 두 손이 범벅이잖아

나를 위해 또 흘러 내리는 빗물이 내 눈 위에서 번져 널 가려줄 텐데
사랑아 울지마 널 데려갈지 몰라
아직도 넌 남은 기억마저 잡고 있던거야

*잠시 눈을 감아 널 사랑할까봐 놓아야 될 너의 손을 놓지 못 할까봐
내게로 사랑하는 법을 가르쳐 준 너 어떻게 잊어야 해 지금의 내 모습

오늘 또 술에 취해 네게 전활 걸어 역시 넌 받지 않아 또 울잖아
무슨 말을 했는지 헛된 소릴 한지 ‘미안해’란 말 조차 못하는 나
아직도 내게서 도망가려니 잡을 수 없는 꿈을 쫓듯이 더 멀어져가

*Repeat

너에게 어떤 사랑이 와도 기다릴텐데 편히 내가 없다 생각해

네게 했던 우리 약속과 함께 하자던 눈물을 이제 보여 줄 수 있어


DON’T CRY MY LOVER

Am I finally alright now? This is what they ask me,
I look so pained, my tears seep through my two hands.

When the tears that blind my eyes fall, I can see you clearly,
My love, don’t cry. I don’t know if I should take you away with me.
You still hold on to so many memories.

*chorus*
I close my eyes for a moment, I still love you so. I should give up, but I can’t let you go.
You taught me how to love. Now, how can I forget you?

Again, I’m drunk today. I call you but you don’t pick up. Again, I cry.
What did we say? Still those tedious words. I can’t even say the words ‘I’m sorry’.
What I have become, I cannot grasp the dream that is now distant.

*repeat*

The love that you have been waiting for, I cannot have.
The promise that we made, to shed our tears together…I can see them now


Wrong Spelling

Today on the way back to Yishun Mrt, I walked down a pathway beside low-rise HDB flat. Someone put a cardboard outside his room. It says "Be Conciderate, Speak softly". I was like 'huh'? there is some extra word "Shut up" written using other maker. I supposed someone else wrote that. SO................ I used my red pen and do something on it. I wrote a "S" over the "C" and I darken it. LOLx.. As you know, I don't do such things.. Just wanna be playful at times.

Paris and Milan, I getting to love this show. Although some people may disliked this program as it criticise Singaporeans for lack of manners. Rather, I treat it as a reflections for all Singaporeans. Compared to Americans, Japanese and Koreans, generally we are behind in terms of manners. However, I think we are just oblivious to those things, not doing it purposely. Anyway, this program is super funny. This week they are talking about occupying 2 seats at 1 time on bus. Quite true, some uncles and aunties like to put their Emperor or Hong Kong leg on the seat opposite them. Cant tolerate~~~~~~~~~ haha

Friday, May 29, 2009

Pondering

Today my piano teacher throw me a question again, asking me if I am going to continue my degree. Asking when am I going to get a full time job. She did explain to me the pros about the having a full time job while working part time in teaching. Lower the the flatuation rate of my income, stablising the amount of saving per month. This 2 key factors are important to for me in future in order to fulfill my dreams.

Well, right now from 2009 to 2010 I wont be taking any jobs or studying an degree I guess. Firstly I got to save up some lump sum amount of money. Secondly I got to focus on piano in order to climb higher.

Anyway, this year Grade 8 is my main priority. Without it, I cant start. I am still not starting cuz I have not reach it. It is coming towards me soon. What I can do for the mean time is to plan for the aftermath of the getting grade 8 plus teaching piano for some time.

Need to find out more. ^_^

I definitely not giving up no matter how much negative feedback I got. I will go Korea, to work and live for 2 to 3 years. Is just as strong and deep feeling as how much I love piano. and it is growing in my heart every single day.

Does that mean I don't need a partner? I'm not too sure. But I am getting the hang of being independent. Now I can almost accomplished more things than I used to be. So sometimes it makes me ponder what is the use for having a partner. The answer is to give the other happiness. I think is happy and blissful to give ur loved one happiness.

However, many people always uses money and social status to measure happiness or happy and good life.. which I think is very wrong. Money and social status only enhance and help in sustaining relationship. Happiness and blissful marriage from I see from my friends and my own parents, it is choosing the one who love you and willing to make a certain sacrifice for you. Also, give you the happiness that no other guy can give :) All these cant measure or increase through the use of money but felt by the heart. And only this happiness are the nutrients to a happy and wonderful relationship.

Clock


This is my clock~~ I bought it yesterday. My another Ultimate aim beside going Korea ==> Buy a grand piano. Few days or weeks or months ago, there is this president performance? JJ was there and together with some music prodigy. Wah I see them play piano man. OMG.. this was like, of course real prodigy. But I am not really fantasized by it. I perfer slow songs or songs with more emotions. Songs written for wars, or classical will make me fall asleep if I listen to it. I rather to pop piano. Damn it. Got to change this attitude if not I cant teach piano..

Nowadays I was wondering how am I going to sing smoothly. I got problem in application skills. Argh~~~~~~~~~ Well I think I am feel good this week. Because I spend money to watch movie! I am getting used to alone, but I still can get along so still not that bad.

VERY fast, is already mid year, which means year end is coming and exams are coming, wedding is approaching.

I want to go bowling~ Sisters let's go man. Not only is going to be fun, I think it will improve e impression of us of Ra's BF. Healthy activity isnt it. Oh ya Nebo also got some skating benefits. Shin yi should sign up also, I think she will like it. hahahahah

Thursday, May 28, 2009

BOLERO~ I love it!

OK, I went to E!Hub to watch 'The Night at the Museum 2'. It was real good. After that, I went to sign up for this Nebo City member. Think is quite worth it. The benefits are all what we young people like. Or maybe I like it. Haha..

The benefits are
  1. Tickets previleges at Cathay
  2. 20% discount on top of 10% member discount at Party World
  3. $7.50 entry for WWW and Escape
  4. $2.50 per game at Orchid bowl
  5. Link Points accumulation
  6. Coasta Sands Chalet at NTUC member prices
Quite good, isnt it?!?!?! and is just $20 for 3 yr membership. So I think is benefits me well.

I also bought at clock for myself... Upload later.

I going to watch SUBARU~~~~~~ I saw the advertisement at the cinema and it showed DBSK song.. BOLERO~! I simply love it! love it! love it! Well again, this piece is damn difficult to sing I guess.. Can see video below. I think they need to be super 'fang' as in 'super de let go' and stamina to sing such high notes plus harmonizing.. AHHHHHHHHHHH I LOVE THEM~ Sarang Hae~



Upcoming is the 'Blood the Last Vampire' from Japanese Manga. I going to watch that also.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Friday, May 22, 2009

too hardworking?

Got pimples!!! ok la that because of the drama. Keep sleeping late plus eating not healthily... Today I got 4 hours of piano prac.. Long but that's because I am lazy to go out because of the weather.. is going Autumn already as the super hot period shifted from 1pm to 3 pm to 3pm to 6pm.. usually I start work at 4pm.. So I am :( because of the hot weather..TMD..

I need to be more hardworking!! Hardworking to make myself relax.. must go for movie~~, must go for gatherings~~ MUST

Thursday, May 21, 2009

?????

I think I can sense the increase of the intensity of certain relationship which is near, 'visible' to me. I feel kinda tired of them. Think they make me sick of relationhip, Is either I'll make sure I do a better job or not to have it at all.

Some immature people who takes more possession than sacrifice, who put oneself more than the other, who revenge more than to forgive..............

Wa~ I hope I won't be like this. That's scary. I'm fortunate at least friends around are having healthy relationship. I'm guilty as I cant guide someone well because I am inexperienced.

Outing Outing~

I just finished the drama, Wonderful life. I think the drama is really not bad, especially the small little girl. She damn good in acting. The last few episodes happen that the girl Han Shin Bi has acute leukemia, so the doctor had to do a bone marrow test. Extracts of bone marrow test and bone marrow transplant and bone marrow test for suitable donors are all differents. The most painful test should be extract bone marrow, cuz they cant put you to sleep and have to use some metal instruments inserted into the spinal cord and extract the 'juice'. How sensitive is the spinal cord man.

So the girl undergo this thing. Of course, it is not going to be true in drama, but Shin Bi acted like as though it was real and she is only around 5 years old........ Worth watching. Maybe the adults went pinch her very hard till she cry????? hahaha.. cant believe..

K box K box..~~~~

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Drama Drama Drama

I found one drama not bad but is not that famous. Anyway, is a Korean which was filmed in Singapore.. Part of the series... You can see that they filmed it at Sentose, Clark Quay.. etc

And the name is WONDERFUL LIFE.

Cast:

Kim Jae Won(Hwang Jin Yi),
Eugene(Ai Qing Hai),
Lee Ji Hoon(New Heart),
Han Eun Jung(Full House)

The drama is funny because they are quite some good actors and actress but the storyline could me better I guess. Starting part is similiar to Fated to Love You but I found that it went a bit out of point somehow. Anyway, the baby girl is cute, the small little girl was even cuter, with her big eyes.





The Chinese piano piece is hard.. I practise I crossed-eye. OMG..

Joke of the day

I am busy practising my piano and my sister was asking some question ONE by ONE.

Me:(busy practising)
Sis: Jie
Me: Huh...
Sis: Oops Sorry, I forgot to tell you I wore your pants.
Me: Is ok. (back to practising)

2 seconds later...

Sis: Jie~
Me: Huh~~
Sis: Can lend me ur Olive oil?
My piano was too loud so I cant hear properly and I stop.

Me: Huh~~~~
Sis: Can lend me ur Olive oil?
Me: Ok (while my hand are still practising)

2 seconds later:

Sis: Jie~~~
Me: HUH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sis:@@@@@@@@@@@@(cant hear again)

Me: ... ... ... ... ... Ok, Now I stop playing, can you asl once for all? You know ah you know ah.. this book got sooooooooo many dao geis(beansprout), I just found where I stop, and ask you again. And then.. I forgot again when I continued again... See, I really lost in a lalaland.

Sis: ahahaha, (shy), ok, I wanna ask u need anything? cuz I am going out.
Me: Strawberry
Sis: -_-"
Sis: Jie, now is 10pm.. where to buy?
Me: Ok I don't need anything.


Oh ya my sis made pizze today! it is delicious!

Monday, May 18, 2009

Fruitful day

Finally finally I have done what I want it to be done. Upload my korean song and my recording and practise my piano today.

HAPPY! Well, recording recording.. there is more to improve.

Wanted to sing so much after uploading and hearing. But it seems that I am stuck down here, I have to focus on things 1 by 1 I guess. I think meanwhile, I can train my hearing do some basic trainings. What else can I do? hmmm.. Laoshi, what should I do? I don't know what song to pick up and learn.. Maybe I should do some little planning. Even if I cant practise much due to my piano but I still want to practise singing. .... it has been a while since I last sang~~~~

bedtime! tml going to practise both.. since I am more free. ARGH~ I cant tolerate my cracks.. hahaha

Finally is here~~


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OK!!!! This is my recording..I don't dare to put it at the side..haha.. Should I? Please feel free to comment. Anything that I need to improve. Anyway, after hearing, i think I start to realise that Loud does not able to project? I think so.. Cause my voice seems to travel not far, cant travel out of the mike, out of the recording to reach out the audience.. haha I hope I am not talking nonsense but that what I feel..

Sunday, May 17, 2009

my 3rd video



I am sorry, I don't know what my phone is doing.. Is a bit difficult to see... still hope you all like it. Next piece going to upload is a chinese piece, is difficult as it is a jazz piece, I am very bad at jazz rhythm so I think when I am able to play and upload, it would mean I improve!! But it will take a longer time for me.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Laziness

I am lazy to upload the video and my voice sounds weird.. kekekeke, I will upload.. Maybe tomorrow.

Inspirition

Have been watching Korean drama, Hwang Jin Yi. Well this is actually the 3rd time I have watched. I think I am inspired by Hwang Jin Yi, although she had been through the painful experience. What I am looking out for is her passion towards dance and music. That's why I liked her. And her poems are meaningful too. Hwang Jin Yi is a not just a drama characters, is a real life courtesean in Korea's history, being the famous peot and dancer.

Went to look for Yong Qing, bought a banana chocolate cake from secret recipe. Too bad, I din get a chance to chit chat with him cuz he is busy wooing somebody~. But I happy to see that, cuz that mean, the end has ended and he is ready to start new chapter again.

He had went to Japan on Wednesday, no wonder I din get any news of him.

Oh ya, my grade 5 theory is back and I got a Distinction!!!! Muhahahaha, study is never hard for me I guess, practical stuff are those that I am lacking of. My grade 8 piece is really a headache, I got to look for more pop songs so that I can keep going. sound weird? I don't really like to play classical songs. OR to say, I prefer any other genres to classical and hard rock songs. So I will always tell myself, I can only play pop songs after I had finished what I should have played. Sometimes, there are certain things you may not be willling to do yet you've to do it to get things now. So I used this method to encourage myself. SO! Friends, who had difficult in achieving certain things, maybe you can try this method, putting something you love to do/eat/drink in front of those obligations, you will do it more determinations rather than massive grumblings or self-talks.

Tml going down to take my recording and I recorded my Korean piece but I din dare to post up cuz I think is not good enough. Shall record more samples and then decide.

I wanna watch more inspiring shows~ any recommendations?FUnny one also can, but no HORROR please.

Joke of the day

Me and my sister conversations, I am teasing her with korean.

Me: Jan Di AH~~~~~~~
Me: Jin YI ah~~~~~~~~
Me: Mi Hae ah~~~~~~~(My sis real name)

Silence

Me: Jin Yi ah~~~~`
Sis: yes?
Me: Jan Di ah~~~~~~~~

silence

Me: Mi Hae~~~~~
Me: Jin Yi ah~~````
Sis: Yes? Mi Leg?
Me: Ah Ni ya~ My name is Mi Geum, not Mi Leg.

5 min later..

Me: Mi Hae~~
Sis: Yes, Mee Goreng?
Me: AH NI YA~~~~~~

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Happiness ^_^

I am happy today after the gathering. Great chit chat and eating session with my girlfriends and a guy.. Lolx.. Really shocked by him but he'a really gentleman. Can see Ev3 is happy also, her face was full of happiness.

How I wish everyday is like this. Maybe it can be if I tried to make an effort to initiate more outings with different group of friends.... Can I? My schedule is so different from them.. Maybe I shall tried it out first out and see how.

My sis said I am a Old Vase!!!!!!!!!!

I'm Back!

It's been a while since I last blogged.. I have been very busy.. Everyday is like weekends to me but finally it ended!!!! Yeah.. I am still NOT free. Just that my buzzing period will change to other stuff== my piano. I missed my piano very much. Seeing it everyday but there is not time to practise, kinda guilty.

Oh ya.. my wallet is back but I made a loss of $300.. But thanks God, all other stuffs were inside including the cheques. It busy but fruitful as I am still able to pay my bills. Now left my debts and other payments. Got to focus on my dental also, it has been 3 mths not going to the dental clinic. In addition, with a loss of $300, I guess certain payments have to be postpone. June is an unpredictable month, I can be broke if they is not lesson during holiday.. But I shall make use of the time to study Forex, and practise piano. I am learning one famous Korean song. Shall upload once I am able to play it well.

AND........ my recording is out! going to collect it this sat!
So let's wait for this 2 songs. Hope it sound beautiful :)

Oh ya, I did celebrate Mother's day. And me and my sis bought a bag and a mango cake for her. She is happy so are we. This year is special because my Sis has helped me out a lot a lot. I was grateful to her. Thanks PIG!

DBSK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ra.. shall we go thai for the concert? hahax...
Awaiting for tomorrow gathering. ^_^
also, planning for other gatherings~