Pondering

Today my piano teacher throw me a question again, asking me if I am going to continue my degree. Asking when am I going to get a full time job. She did explain to me the pros about the having a full time job while working part time in teaching. Lower the the flatuation rate of my income, stablising the amount of saving per month. This 2 key factors are important to for me in future in order to fulfill my dreams.

Well, right now from 2009 to 2010 I wont be taking any jobs or studying an degree I guess. Firstly I got to save up some lump sum amount of money. Secondly I got to focus on piano in order to climb higher.

Anyway, this year Grade 8 is my main priority. Without it, I cant start. I am still not starting cuz I have not reach it. It is coming towards me soon. What I can do for the mean time is to plan for the aftermath of the getting grade 8 plus teaching piano for some time.

Need to find out more. ^_^

I definitely not giving up no matter how much negative feedback I got. I will go Korea, to work and live for 2 to 3 years. Is just as strong and deep feeling as how much I love piano. and it is growing in my heart every single day.

Does that mean I don't need a partner? I'm not too sure. But I am getting the hang of being independent. Now I can almost accomplished more things than I used to be. So sometimes it makes me ponder what is the use for having a partner. The answer is to give the other happiness. I think is happy and blissful to give ur loved one happiness.

However, many people always uses money and social status to measure happiness or happy and good life.. which I think is very wrong. Money and social status only enhance and help in sustaining relationship. Happiness and blissful marriage from I see from my friends and my own parents, it is choosing the one who love you and willing to make a certain sacrifice for you. Also, give you the happiness that no other guy can give :) All these cant measure or increase through the use of money but felt by the heart. And only this happiness are the nutrients to a happy and wonderful relationship.