做人脚踏实地， 良知如清水般清澈。

Read Lane's blog, remind of my mistake in the past. To trust someone too much till I bring myself own trouble. My greed and naive had cost me 6 months of fanatic teachings plus owing debts here and there.

If because of money, I decided to give up a friend. Is this materialistic of me? I always thought it going to be this way, moreover, it takes two hands to clap. So I decide to forgive this person and give him some time to overcome his problems.

But recently, I got contact of him and he seems of no change. I was like in dilemma. So I called another person. He whom I treat him like my advisor whenever I have problems, especially emotionally. Well I got an answer.

If he is going to drag and think he can escape from this. Then I will say, he will gain a freedom of getting away but he is going to lose me. I never ever give up any of my friends because I always though human are always kind in nature. Even if they did something wrong, that's might be because he/she didnt know it was wrong. But there is one thing, selfishness.

Some people will do certain things that benefits themselves yet might harm others simultaneously. THEY KNEW IT AND THEY choose DO IT so.

It is just a small amount of money but instead of apologising, instead of cooperating, he still dare to ask more money from me.. I only thought this would happen in drama but in fact in real life it is so real.

人生如戏， 戏如人生

I am still glad almost all my friends are considered decent, optimistic, confident, cheerful, determined...etc Just cant find any people who is as crazy as me.. hahahahaha