Acne... Acne... Acne... Money... Money.. Money...

Went for facial treatment yesterday. Although is cleaned. Somehow, new ones are popping out. Kinda despair. Feel like giving up, just let it be and do my own stuff. TCM? getting lower and lower confidence..... Sometime, I just feel like throw all my make up but I have no courage to face the outside world with my raw face. I'm scared yet everyday I am doing something bad to my face. You cant imagine how bad it is. That's just because Shu Uemura foundation is damn good. But I am not using these few weeks. I start to use BB cream.....

Can I just GIVE UP? Anyway, went to look online to see some website on acne, see how others deal with it. There is this webby that I have to be in the story and I'm start stage 4b(last yr July) according to the doctor's story. But now I not sure where I stand and what I should do.

http://www.acnepractice.com/info/the-acne-story.htm

I only know cleanse and moisturise.. I use Hazeline cream for moisturising.. cheap and have lived for around like 60 yrs or more? It's there since my grandma was born. Sick and tired using over-the-counter products even though I still view about its info.

I am not hoping to become some beauty or what. Just wanna have a normal face, healthy skin.

Well good news is when people are in wits end, that where the turing point is and I hope the turing point will be around my corner soon.

I considering not to put make up on every monday and wednesday. Don't ask me why. I just wanna convince myself to start first. Just do it with this 2 days............................ And I am not going to put concealor and loose powder everyday. Just the bb cream and acne treatment cream. Can I do it? I hope so. I'm afraid of people's expression.

My own enouragement:

Hang on there, Meiqin
Everything is gonna to be fine. There is always a solution to it. It may not be the best solution in the world. But it will a solution that fits u the most. Best solution doesnt mean that it suits u the most. Hang on there, you'll soon found it.
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