행북하 다 ^_^

Below are all overdue blog, so they don't represent what I am feeling right now. Just wanna wrote it down to remember. Photos to be upload, I think I need at least to a day to organise and upload.. Is a lot~, wanna out put all here..Maybe I will do it on Sat.. Currently focusing on my piano. Accomplished some stuffs today, able to practise singing and piano, and do some blogging. Going for tuition again.

Nothing to do at the chalet, just wanna blog now. I HANG OVER again... By who? Zhen Yue and a Malay guy, Alfian's friend. Haha..But I did have fun with my Genki friends~ 2hours, one chiva and one absolute vodka.. Is it fast? I don't know.

The very first I wake is go bathe, cuz, i didnt bathe since cutting of cake, smashing of cake on my face and mashmallow on my hair. Oh gosh, can you imagine how I look like and go to sleep? Haha, when I saw my face but I was like "wow, are those cherries or some mini volcanoes......" Have a thorough clean and wash up and apply my acne cream, now not so red.

Next thing is I go make myself vomit, if not I can't 'wake up'. After that, I went to take photos of my presents while opening them. When taking photos, one by one, soon..very soon, I started crying. I don't know why, I am not sad. Just some thoughts swirling in my mind.

Overall I really enjoyed yesterday, just guilty that I cant attend some of the guests. I am really sorry to those that I neglected..especially my polymates, SORRY~~

Just one disappointment, many of my friends didnt wrote the autograph book. Some even left the chalet without informing me..

One big guilt, I miss out my dear sis during the cake cutting session. Really guilty. but how she go somewhere when she said she will be by my side. Making feeling very guilty now. >_<

22 wishes

I wish to...

1. Go korea to work as a piano teacher and sing at some pub or some little public performance,live, learn their culture, have vocal training ( SM academy)
2. Keep improving on singing
3. Be able to get play piano well
4. Be more mature (I really want to but some time I think my actions and expressions are just too funny to be mature..haha be mature in thinking
5. Be able to perform regardless of singing or playing piano. I did imagine myself playing piano in some 1st floor grand hotel..I think of concert hall but I think usually the performance are classical, I prefer others
6. Be confident in myself
7. Be brave and strong
8. Be adorable and attractive
9. Be observant and thoughtful
10. Be a good drinker
11. Meet dong bang shin gi and have conversation in korean Muhahahahahha maybe I need to work in SM entertainment in order to meet them. Probably as back up singers~!!!
12. Be fatter in a healthy way.
13. Be happy happy happy~!
14. Get closer to my relatives
15. Be able to cook
16. Be able to eat and sleep well everyday
17. Be less emo and less auntie
18. Be more of myself than having another outer shell regardless being with who
19. Be able to meet more friends who love singing or piano
20. Be a richer lady, in term of money and knowledge
21. Be a 读万卷书不如行万里路 person
22. Be able to meet a right guy

Below are the presents. I gave them titles too~! really grateful and appreciate.

Most brighten my day

Most Creative

This is for putting notes or photos, I saw this at dhoby ghaut and wanted to buy it. But it was too expensive. NOW! I have it!

This is very cutie ^_^.

Most 'Bingo'

I was wondering how they know that this is the one in my mind. It exactly the same!

Most Yummy

At first, I thought, 'oh~ biscuits! kinda creative though'. But later I found out this biscuits could cost around $80 plus? I was WOW...1 piece = 80/1+2+3... But I've tried it. It is VERY VERY nice~~~~~~~

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Most Practical

Most Gorgeous

Most Cutie

Cutie~!!!!

Most Sweetie

left 11am 22/02/09

2nd part

Well, this afternoon my relatives came and played majong, my uncle cooked a big feast for them but I didnt ate anything again. haha.. I was busy about my mini volcanoes..It seems better now.Really wanna thanks Wen Xian for accompanying me the whole day till 12 then he left. Thanks! Wen Xian~ <3

Now, I have cleared up just waiting for sun rise, or go catch some sleep. While taking off the decoration, I was like, can I leave this forever like this, hoping to make the moments stay longer. Yeah I was kinda childish. The deco was small thing, it is the memories that count. The memories left after that, I still remember smashing of cake. LOLX.. It was memorable for me. Thanks. But only for this time. :P

Also, I sincerely wanna apologise to those I didnt attend to very well. I admit I wasnt a good host. I should open my mouth and asked for help more. I wanna do many stuffs but it wasnt properly done. Inexperience I guess. Should organise more gatherings. I am sorry to have booked such a wu lu chalet.. psps

At this moment, I started to miss everyone.

Thanks for coming, Thanks for helping me out.
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left 1.45am 23/02/09