Got more "Sorry. I can't go" last minute messages flooding my phone. Not really last minute, just change of mind.. But I am still glad most of them coming but more of them coming after 10pm... I was like.. how? how am I going to entertain my guests after 11? And of course, many are not staying. I cant imagine, how quiet it can be after that...

I just pray for more people to stay over. Well, I realised I've invited more guys than girls.. Oh gosh... Hariharan is coming, that was surprising, better don't fly my kite. He's tall and black and funny. Yuhanis and Shi Ling is coming. Just found out that Yuahanis learnt korean too! YOHOO~~
Shi Ling, same horoscope as mine, coming birthday If I didnt remember wrongly is 1st March. First person I kept distant from, first person that I'm not happy with, first person that I tell right in her face "you know, you have bad temper. Everyone find it difficult to communicate with you." But that's all past. Now when I think about it, me myself also had bad temper too. Kind of guilty.

However, She was grateful to and said "Not many people actually dare to do that". I was shocked cause I already getting myself prepared to lose this friend since I've said such hurtful stuff to her.

Maybe others might think that it just a minor comments, nothing much.

The problem is I don't do that often, I don't really tell a person off unless I am really pissed off, especially to people I am unfamiliar of. And when I do that, I would stare at the person, frowned and giving a solemn face. Can you all imagine?

I really don't like people to act thou he/she understand me when we are not even close. Please, is irritating. Don't assume or keep telling me "I know you do all these because.. I know you do that because..." The worst is that's not the truth. How irritating it is which makes me feel like slapping it. BLOG is still BLOG, WORDS are still WORDS. words can be used to express our feelings and thoughts but that doesn't the way you interpret them are facts! Come on, verify and don't just assume it.