fustrating

Getting EASILY frustrated these few days over relationships. I felt I was not being understood. Or maybe I cant understand it in the first place. This is ever the first time I am so angry that I want to ignore her. Ever the first time I want to move out because of inconvenience. Ever the first I think I should stop communicating with my mum. Talk to her as though I am talking to the wall. A sentence, "I don't know" is also an answer but she choose to be silent. PEK CHEK.

Feel like escaping. I have troubles outside and I cant be myself at home. What should I do?
If I feel so inconvenient, is I either I adapt myself to this situation or others to avoid this inconvenience. I cant do both. Leaving is not a good choice for now either even if I am yearned to do that.

I am too conservative. I think I come from some caveman years.

cant upload photos now, I'm sad as I wanted to, but there is always time I guess.