My Inner world ^_^

New stuff

2010-04-13T04:11:00.002+08:00

Suddenly I felt like changing. Changing the way I handle myself. I do admit I am lazy in terms of dolling up, personal touch up like manicure, pedicure, hair do, make up. But now I felt like doing it. Is it good or bad? Hmmm.. Why I wanted this simply becuz it makes have more confidence. Well I know confidence should cone from inner self and not the decorations that I gave myself. But regardless if is good or bad, as long as it helps me in a long term, then I take it. That's simple. Because I learnt something. There is no good or bad, right or wring in this world, is just how we perceived it.

For instance, if your hamster had a tumor, and it needs a operation which cost $160, the question is, are you going to save it? Well, if you spend the money, it means u are kind. If u leave it to die, it means u are practical. So which is right or wrong?

This happens to me but I did save my Ah B. But I actually got commented for being stupid because $160 can do a lot of things. Probably because it is hamster which is kinda abundant everywhere and is cheap. Imagine u used $160 to save a $20 hamster? Untill here, there will be a lot of debates. Second thing I learnt, not be affected by how others sees you. As long as you know you are doing, what you think you should do and most importantly the decisions you've made help you to progress, do it.

Learning experiences

2010-04-07T19:14:00.004+08:00

It has been a long time since I last blog. Many things happen and I learnt a lot of stuff. In terms of personal growth and relationship wise. I can't described or explained how I feel now but I can say it really different till the extend that I didn't know I can be like this. We really can control our destiny and make ourselves and even people around us to live better. I getting into bible and really looking forward to keep improving myself.

I onced learnt from my friend, it doesn't how much you earn or how much debts you have, how are you being addressed but rather is the results of the decisions you've made in the past. What we are now are the results of our past decisions. And that's the difference between human and animals. We have the free will to make any decisions. No one can force to do things we or stop us from doing things. It doesn't matter it's right or wrong, but rather it helps you to progress. That's the key thing.

Anyway, I just bought iPhone!!! And the first ever bikini I've.. Wanted to go wild wild wet so much! Lolx.

It doesn't matter how long but you were there for me. Even if I had to be on my own one day, you will still be in my heart. Treasuring what you have is much more meaningful and happier than possession. That's a new thought towards love. :)

思念

2010-03-07T21:55:00.004+08:00

Sometime missing someone can be a torture but it can be a wonderful thing also．Ｃｕｒｒｅｎｔｌｙ　Ｉ am reading this book called "Unlimited Power" by Anthony Robins and is a pretty good book. Especially when you want to learn to control your mind.

Ｆｏｒ　ｔｈｅ　ｐａｓｔ　ｄｏｎ＇ｔ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｈｏｗ　ｍａｎｙ　ｙｅａｒｓ, I lost this "missing someone" feeling and now it came like a silent bell but I am not going to let this feeling control me rather I want to control it. Sometime, it isnt necessary to really see/talk to the person to ease this feeling. ｍｙ　ｐｉｇ　ｓｉｓｔｅｒ　ｈａｐｐｅｎ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｏｐｐｏｓｉｔｅ．　Ｓｈｅ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｔｕｒｎ　ｈｅｒｓｅｌｆ　ｆｒｏｍ　ａ　ｐｉｇ　　ｔｏ　ａ　ｔｉｇｅｒ－ｌｉｋｅ　ｐｉｇ　ｉｆ　ｓｈｅ　ｍｉｓｓｅｓ　ｓｏｍｅｏｎｅ　ｔｏｏ　ｍｕｃｈ　ｗｈｉｌｅ　Ｉ will turn into a ｉｍｍｏｂｉｌized　ｐｉｇ　ｗｈｏ　ｉｓ　ｔｒｙｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｇｅｔ　itｓｅｌｆ　ａｓ　ｂｕｓｙ　ａｓ　ｐｏｓｓｉｂｌｅ　ｂｕｔ　ｉｔ　ｄｉｄｎｔ　ｈａｐｐｅｎ　ｔｏｄａｙ　ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　Ｉ have many questions that were not solved yet. Been pondering the whole day and I　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｇｅｔ　ｄｏｗｎ　ｔｏ　ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ．　Ｍａｙｂｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｉｓ　ｎｏｔ　right　ｙｅｔ．

My 2nd half of the world is a brand new world that I　ｍａｙ　ｎｏｔ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｈｏｗ　ｔｏ　ｈａｎｄｌｅ　ｂｕｔ　Ｔｈａｎｋ　ｇｏｄ，　Ｉ had James beside me to help me even though I　ｄｉｄｎ　ｈｅｅｄ　ｍｕｃｈ　ｏｆ　ｈｉｓ　ａｄｖｉｃｅ. I　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｔａｋｅ　ｕｐ　ｔｈｅ　ｃｈｏｉｃｅ　ｔｈａｔ　I want.　Ｍａｙｂｅ　ｉｔ　ｄｏｅｓｎｔ　ｓｅｅｍｓ　ｇｏｏｄ，　ｂｕｔ　ｔｈｉｎｇｓ　ａｒｅ　ｓｏ　ｕｐｒｅｄｉｃｔａｂｌｅ　ｔｈａｔ　ｍａｋｅｓ　ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ　ｉｓ　ｒｉｇｈｔ　ｏｒ　ｗｒｏｎｇ．　Ｍａｎｙ　ｔｉｍｅｓ　Ｉ rather feel I am in the greyish area.　Ｓｏ　Ｉ　ｄｅｃｉｄｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｏｎｇ　ｌｙｒｉｃｓ．．

我学着不去担心太远，

不计划太多反而能勇敢冒险。

丰富的过每一天快乐的过每一天。

-心墙（郭静）

Ｗｅｌｌ，　ｔｈａｔ　ｒｅｆｅｒｓ　ｔｏ　ｍｙ　ｐｏｉｎｔ　ｏｆ　ｖｉｅｗ　ｔｏ　ｍｙ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｌｉｆｅ．　ｍｙ　ｆｕｔｕｒｅ　ｗｉｓｅ，　ｍｏｎｅｙ　ｉｓ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｉｍｐｏｒｔａｎｔ　ｓｉｎｃｅ　Ｉ got to look after my family.

New Year Cum birthday~

2010-02-14T22:07:00.002+08:00

Many things happen and now it seems the cloud has been cleared and now I'm like 'oh like that ah~'. I am exposed to new stuff, new experience, new perspectives, new way of handling stuff.. I feel that I've grown a bit in certain aspect of my life but I still have more to learn. It has been a special year for me for this 2010 and I wish that I can keep progressing throughout the year.

Hope this year is a blissful and successful year for me.

Hi, brothers and sisters, due the the clash with my birthday and new year, I decided to celebrate my birthday at the later part of the month.. Shall plan.

Somehow I feel happiness is around my corner. I am Happy. Well nothing is forever.

以平常心来对待

Birthday

2010-02-07T02:21:00.002+08:00

Not sure going to celebrate my birthday because it isi clashed with new year and I got many things or tons of things to do. I hope to have some small gatherings so catch up with my friends instead of a big gatherings..

Well, I wanted to try Korean BBQ restahurants, Not Seoul Garden or those normal one but those with authentic procedures.. Please fill me with ideas if you know anywhere. Thanks!

The following are my wishlist! But I don't expect them as a present, just things I like to have. Some of them I intend to buy for myself also..

Canon Camera
Paul Smith Rose Perfume
KOSE eye concealor
KOSE eye shadow purple
book vouchers
movie vouchers
shopping vouchers. especially clothes, food
fashion jacket(look smart casual type, black)
bag
books EXCEPT porn
sunflower

*no pendent and necklace from guys, I will reject..

I know is absurd but that's the rule that I set for myself. I will only accept necklace from my BF, so don give me any, I might misunderstood as proposal LOLXX.. Kidding..

I have been wearing my 21st birthday present from my sisters as a permanent necklace, so one day if anyone sees I changed my permanant necklace to something else.. WELL.... haha!

Nicey~

2010-01-29T00:17:00.001+08:00

Are all girls like this?

2010-01-23T04:20:00.002+08:00

Hmmm have heart to heart talk with Lane and I realised that I actually know nothing. But I was just wondering that do I have to be like this? That is so not myself but in order to make a better choice I got to learn all these?!?!?! Is not that I not willing to learn but I think these thing are too fussy. I just want someone love me sincerely, mentally bonded with me.... Is that so difficult for the fact that GUYS THINK WITH DICKS?????

men are scary for I am too gullible...................

'You need to learn'
'Men are just too scary. Can I just don't give it a damn and be single for life?'
'See! You have given up on yourself''

lol

She is going soon

2010-01-21T00:46:00.002+08:00

My hamster is going soon. Got to be prepared but I still pray she wil stay me longer. Forgive me for bring a uncaring owner.....

My piano teacher and I has been unable to liase to have lessons ever since she has changed her job scope and I got a feeling she cant cope up with it... that is a bit sad.. I not sure, this Mar am I able to pull. Somehow my focus was somewhere.

My mum's company going to closed down in 3 mths which means my mum gonna lose her job in 3 mth. Though is a not big money but I think preparative measures have to be taken.

Sometime I really think that it is not the no. of years you lived that counts but the life you lived in those no. of year counts.

A Slogan

2010-01-19T21:13:00.003+08:00

我的心像钻石般坚硬，
如果没有像太阳般炙热的热忱，
那就不要给我任何承诺。

Am I the one too picky or probably I am not good enough? Whatever it is, things remains. If not the following things MIGHT happen.

I found the right guy, MR Right
I become a Lesbian one day
I look for many flings~
I make myself be playful

Hey is not I like to keep talking about this topic, just that when I start to socialise with other people, I will tend to think about this. Does that mean that I am a despo? Hmmmm....

My Birthday is coming. Have a few items that I like!!!! HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO.. What should I get for myself? Pai sei, though New Year comes first but it falls between that period and I was wondering how am I going to celebrate????

Upcoming events and Thoughts

2010-01-18T00:48:00.003+08:00

Drinking!!! Clubbing!! I coming!! No **o**ing!!!! Looking forward to it.. I shall challennge one more LAMBO! People trust me. I wanna take 2 lambo! BUT I THINK IS EXPENSIVE!!

Audrey's birthday is next sat also. That is going to make me super busy. Hahaha at least not so boring at the starting since my students keep changing their timings.

I realised class tuition is not as profitable as 1 to 1 if it is not properly handled especially when your class is not big enough. oh my god.. I got to think of a plan again. that is driving me crazy. Either I find more students to chop into the class or, I divded them into lesser but bigger groups. Which one is better?

I need to balance my life. Wanna exercise~ Any kakis?

Let bygones be bygones

2010-01-13T00:24:00.003+08:00

I never get so fed up with this person and I flood the fb with so many bad words that I don't even utter the sound out. Whatever it is, I lost a friend, money, my "good" image. But I can let go and forgive. Forgiveness for my stupidity and forgiveness for his irresponsible acts.

It is not the money that I care, it is his acts that make me so disappointed and grow hatred in his cowardice act. Hatred is never a good feeling. Well, I just let go.. HAHAHA!

Things are changing or many things are going to change. I must accept the change or challenge myself to handles all these changes that are going to happen. I really want to do it.

Reason:

Staying in one place or inside a comfort zone for TOO LONG, is really boring and unbearable. When there is no challenge, life is so mundane and people become weaker in terms of mind, health, heart. Well everything said is easier than to be done. But the crucial when is the 1st step of doing going to happen.

Is having the fear to change a common trait in human? Is having the fear of failure a common thinking in human? But how do these "Fear" feeling come about in the first place? I began to ponder...

self-reflection time.

New Year Resolution

2010-01-04T01:29:00.002+08:00

Change my rubber bands
Know more about Bible
Status
Buy Camera (Canon or Sony)
Take more photos these year. Target 500 this year, around 42/mth, 11/week, 2/day.
Open up to more options. :)
Try out more auditions to perform at cafe(at least 5)
Paint the last piece of wall behind my piano before your new year
Think of something of my BIRTHDAY celebration
change my phone to iPhone
Learn Knitting
Learn to set agenda properly for my family, students, parents, friends
to help more people in terms of their health (at least 10)
To find out the purpose of my life
To progress in term of my thinking, social skills and confidence
To develop of strong beliefs that will carry throughout my life
Quit **o***g
Reduce drinking
Read more books. conquer at least 10 books.
Law of attraction, thick and grow rich, Science of getting rich
these are not about finance but rather the richness in mind.
Find out the perfume I like
Learn more songs (at least 10 songs)
Love myself more but not too selfish
Believe in myself more

雨过天晴

2010-01-03T15:17:00.003+08:00

Everything is cleared. Firstly, S was just a infatuation, it is still him. Met him recently and I think it makes me real happy :). Though I still decide to close my option once again but that because I think liking someone is soo scary and I rather keep to one. Misunderstanding happens and people keep asking, finding out and gossiping. It makes me lose my focus. My focus now is my piano, my career, my family, where and how can I really commit to other element, Love?

I really really want to thank my friends who encourage me. Thanks Lane, Michell, Eve, Baba. Thanks for being there to concern and spur me on. I think I am not ready for another relationship yet. I still love him. To me, I think it may not necessary to be together with someone you love as long as you know he or she is happy, living heathily, happiness, peace surround him/her and that is good enough. I think right now probably I should look for someone who love me instead.

Being able to love him starts from shy, to excited, to patient, to sad, to heartbroken and lastly to simply a smile :) cuz I found my way to love this guy. I feel happy to fall in love with this guy. Not waiting but I think he has written a memorable chapter in the story of my life. :)

So for those who reading this blog, I trying to clear the dark cloud! my focus is back and not for S but myself.. WHOO!!! good to think through.

STILL CAN INTRO GUYS AND GUYS TO ME BECUZ LIFE IS UNPREDICTABLE. WHO KNOWS I MAY OPEN UP AGAIN? I am not forcing myself just that right now I don't see a need to open up. people telling me finding a boyfriend may help me to carry certain burden and share happiness and sadness but I guess it gives me more problem. So I am see how see how for relatioship wise.. hee..

new year resolution updating tonight!

funny route

2009-12-30T13:26:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I went out with cousin to slack at Tampines area. So we went to tampines food court to have dinner then we went to T1 to have tea at teadot BUT I think he doesnt like teadot drinks and I guess he is not going back to the place again.

After chit chatting, we went to Isetan at Tampines Mall to see see look look at some cosmetics and facial products and then we went to Century Square for toilet break and walk back to T1 roof top! How funny right? We are really walking AIMLESSLY.

After I felt hungry and went to buy food at MacDonald and back to roof top but too bad by the time we went back it was going to close so ended up sitting outside T1..........

It was a REAL long chat. From 430pm to 130am~~~!!!!! 8hours????????

Am I really that talkative???

三人游

2009-12-26T16:03:00.002+08:00

有些话你选择不对他说你说某种脆弱我才感同身受

我永远都愿意当个听众安慰你的痛保护著你从始至终就算你的爱

属於他了就算你的手他还牵著就算你累了我会在这

一人盯两人疚三人游悄悄的远远的或许舍不得默默的静静的或许很值得

我还在某处守候著说不定这也是一种幸福的资格

至少我们中还有人能快乐这样就已足够了

有些话我选择保持沉默别把实话说破隐藏我的寂寞

你的情绪依然把我牵动躲在你心中角落的心事我能懂

就算你的爱属於他了就算你的手他还牵著就算你累了我会在这

一人盯两人疚三人游悄悄的远远的或许舍不得默默的静静的或许很值得

我还在某处守候著说不定这也是一种幸福的资格

至少我们中还有人能快乐这样就已足够了

不知道不知道不知道为什麼为什麼我的爱

我的爱留不住你的离开却总在等待著你回来

一人盯两人疚三人游悄悄的远远的或许舍不得默默的静静的或许很值得

我还在某处守候著说不定这也是一种得不到的却美好的

至少我们中还有人能快乐这样就已足够了

至少我们中还有人能快乐这样就已足够了

Paranoid?

2009-12-26T05:50:00.002+08:00

When the truth is right in front of you,
I guess it is best to face though it maybe uncomfortable.

Decided to close up for the moment. Loving someone is going to more painful then being loved. Is this true? Probably I agree to a certain extent but that how/what the way we choose to love someone. Sometime I feel like an idiot who keep liking the wrong person at the wrong time. Well, I am just a human and I will want to escape too.

Being in one-sided love for around 5 years is can be agony at times though the memories are great. So how can I make sure I am not going to be like this again? That's why I decided to close up again to reflect if I can take the risk, the joke, the pain. I still family burden and what if I break down, am I able to pick up myself quickly and carry on my normal routine?

Er... True if u reject happiness, happiness will always run away from and I think that why I am now the way I am.

To be frank, I didnt want to reject happiness but I dont have the courage to take the pain..... which I also not sure how long is it going to take....

Try to or Dont try to?

After so Much

2009-12-21T02:05:00.002+08:00

After so much of hardwork, Ever in my life I have never made so much before. This is so much! I must take photos and keep it for memories. Though is really really tired. I slept almost 4am everyday, just to make sure I succeed and I DID IT!!! Lolxx

But I hope you guys like it. This year is a little cheapskate. Will you all mind? I am unable to give real good stuff to my friends even if I want but what I can give is my sincerity in our relationships, be it friends, sisters, partners and whoever walk into my life. I believe it is fate and it serve a purpose, regardless is good or bad. But of course when I realise is bad, the best way is not to get close.. lolxx... realistic I guess.

I think everyone's life is like a storybook. How will you really want your story book be at the end of the day? I hope my story will be a meaningful. For the past 22 years, I have been through good and bad. I don't deny there are more bad than good, more sad than happy. However, the good and happy memories are always always in my mind.

The latest happy thing I have is to get to know him, S. That's what my sister gave him. He who is logical and emotional balanced, positive, encouraging, knowledgeable person. Well, I am do fond of him but he is already attached so he is going to be my good friend. ^_^

Who is the next character to be in my story??????

Horoscopes

2009-12-15T01:33:00.002+08:00

Aries and Pisces

Couple with Aries and Pisces as their zodiac sign may have either kinds or relationship – the traits of one either complement the other or act contrasting to the other. There is a lot of personality difference in between the two individual. While Arians love to be leaders, Pisceans love to be lead. The outgoing nature of the Aries would help the Piscean to come out of their shell. Aries is bold and would happily fulfill Pisceans need to be directed. They are fighters by nature which is just what the Fish looks for.

However, the couple can even face difficulty in their lives. Aries are criticizers which is most disliked by the Pisces. The sensitive Fish also can be hurt by the brash and unkind words of the Aries who is used to such irrational behavior. Aries are free bird and love to move about freely and want a lot of space and freedom much unlike the Pisces whose only desire is the closeness of the partner. She is too insensitive for the aggressive Ram and can be left to her sorrows.

Aries Man & Pisces Woman

The union between Aries male and Pisces female can either be compatible or contrasting. It all depends on the kind of adjustment they both indulge in their lives. While the Pisceans love to lean back on the strong Aries, the Ram in return happy acting as the leader. He would be totally amused by her distinctive ideas and attitudes. However, at times, the sharp lash of the Piscean temper can ignite the sarcastic humor in the Ram which can make the environment hot and furious unless either of them controls their temper.

Taurus and Pisces

The love match between a Taurus and Pisces individual will hit Bull’s eye right from the very first instant. They have a quite similar nature and their complementary characteristics would make the union a pleasant one. Both of them balance each other beautifully and satisfy their partner’s needs to the fullest. The Bull is characterized as dependable, practical, easygoing and authoritative, in other words, all that a Piscean looks for in his partner. Same way, the softness and compassion of the Fish captivates the Bull completely. A Taurean loves luxury as much as the Pisces and together, they would weave a home of comfort.

Minor differences will surely creep up in this relationship, but nothing too great that it cannot be handled. Although both are highly passionate as lovers, the Fish is emotional than Taurus and at times, might find the latter a bit distant. Pisceans also prefer to live in their dreamy world, which is contrary to the realistic and practical approach of the Taurus. Nonetheless, the duo would have a strong liking for each other. There would be utmost love, affection and compatibility in the relationship. All in all, the make a perfect couple, with partners who blend with each other magnificently!!

Taurus Man & Pisces Woman

The duo of a Taurus man and a Pisces woman will share great bondage. Romance would outpour in the relationship. Since both the Bull and the Fish are highly romantic, they are sure to bask in the glory of love, affection and passion. Being the balanced of the two, he would bring in calmness and composure to her highly eccentric nature. A Piscean female looks for security in a relationship, which a Taurean male would more than readily provide. However, the Bull needs to be sensitive in order to prevent hurting the sensitive Fish.

Purpose and Value

2009-12-11T03:29:00.002+08:00

Was pondering about certain things these few days.

Firstly, what is the purpose of me living here, now, at this moment??
Secondly, what is the value of my life that I want to create??
Thirdly, if I have a choice, which one should I choose? A fruitful, meaningful relationship or rather not have any?

For the past 22 years, what have I done which contributes to my purpose of life? Erm.. sounds negative, Hahaha. But I was being probed with these questions so just pondering...

I guess I made myself knows the importance of managing my time, my finance but not my thoughts. That what I need to improve on.

I was sitting alone at starbucks pondering about the questions. Gotten some answers but may not be the right/suitable ones.

Whenever I give happiness to the people around me, be it presents, giving a helping hand, a lending shoulder, a listening ear, jokes, funny comical expressions, I feel happy. I could actually make someone smile when I thought that I am a pessissmistic person.. I can make someone thinks I'm like a sunflower when I thought that I am not. Don't you think it is contradicting? Me myself feels that too. I want to be a sunflower which can give happiness or brighten the days of the friends around me. But is this the purpose of my life that I want it to be? Not too sure.

Relationship... If I have a choice, I want to have a fruitful and meaningful relationship. I hope there is someone that I give happiness to. Someone who can lead me and I will be there when he needs me. I really want to believe that I deserve a good man. really. But I am scared......... scared of? Scared of being hurt again. I admit self-closed is just to protect myself from injuries by implementing that I don deserve a good one. Now, I feel like changing.. So shall take time to open myself up. "Sisters, Brothers, got time intro me guys... not that I despo, just wanna have more exposure......."

Even though I am a tuition teacher but I will like to emphasize academic results doesnt mean everything, is the characters that counts, the thoughts in mind that affect the destiny and not the CERTS or As that affect it, it may affect the type of environment, the amount of pay, the type of life u living but destiny will still be the same when the thoughts are the same or even worse, when there is no thoughts, no purpose..why? I guess life migth be beating around the bush since there is no directions....

I guess I did change a little of my destiny and I need more and want more of it. tired...

To be continued....

My Hubby ^_^

2009-12-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

Today I can upload my future hubby~ New goal : Buy a Limited Edition GRANDPIANO.

Darling, wait for me. :)

Moon

2009-12-08T01:14:00.004+08:00

Today the moon is so big! It seems to be very near the earth! Don't know why I get so excited... LOLxxx

Went to my cousin's son. Mikkel's 1st year birthday yesterday and I saw many many young Mummies with their babies and of course I saw my mum the SUPER happy face.

Gosh I feel a little stress but I guess is ok? My sis will do a good job for me. HAHAHA What I have to do is to concentrate on my stuff.

I am attached actually and I am married too. I will use all my life to love him and take good care of him till forever in my life. Mushy mushy~ lolx

I love my hubby.
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Sorry I cant upload the photos.. something wrong with blogger. :)

小鹿乱撞

2009-12-06T23:45:00.003+08:00

Nowadays my heart is like 小鹿乱撞....Keep thinking of somebody. Am I in love? Too long never fall in love already. I am kinda uneasy. Hmmmm.... I don't wish to fall in love yet so I pray it will not happen and I don wish that the history repeats again itself. I shall stay away from the person for a while.

Sometimes when you get too close to the person you will think TOO MUCH and I guess I am like this, I assume it to be.

Don't ask me why I refuse to accept the feelings. I don't think is the right time. Moreover, he will not for fall for me too since I am not his dish.. lolxx

My throat is painful!!!!!!!!!! Because of shashimi~~ and Wasabi~~~ eat too much heaty food.

Pls GOD, I am not ready yet.

2009-12-01T01:07:00.002+08:00

The DVDs are out at TS now......... I wanna buy! I watched halfway and decided to buy it for collection. This drama is about how the royal princess who is determined to become a KING of the country Shilla strived for her goals, how another diplomat who possess all traits as a leader but she only wanna to be a QUEEN and love authorithies..

Gettier Lazier

2009-11-29T14:05:00.002+08:00

I am getting lazier~!!!! Because I haven been blogging.. Really busy with tuition, forex and catching with old friends and NOW! Christmas is coming!! I am going to prepare presents.. Only half way thru~~~

So many movies I wanna watch~! Going to find Ka Kis..

Anyone going to watch with me????

2012
New moon
Christmas Carol
Fantastic Mr Fox

人有三种人生
一，没有故事的人生
二，背后有故事的人生
三，会创造故事的人生

不管哪一种，那都是我们的选择

生活典故

2009-11-22T14:38:00.002+08:00

Many Many things happen these few weeks. I am so busy till I feel like growing fat.... hahaha I SLIM DOWN AGAIN!!!!!!! oh no..... I wanna grow fat again..

I went for my virgin prawning~! It was fun in the beginning because I know nothing.. I only listen to my friends said "hey, it is moving, pull it!"... So I just pull it. But I was abit short so I cant pull high, got to pull the rod further back behind me causing the flying prawn to fly towards me! Lolx.. Also, I caught a BIG BIG prawn by its tail! Hee~ Beginner's Luck, that what my friends said. However, I begin to fall tired because of it is repeated the same, put bait, throw, wait, shift, pull, let go, pull and see if you got them...

I went for my majong playing last night with my friends, Beginners' Luck!! think I ANG GANG for every round for the first half cycles. I din win big big tiles but the ANG GANG made me quite some money.. Hee~

Went for forex course, it was really intensive and got to go back this tue for pschology lesson on forex.

Though I mean busy but I really feel meaning especially those time when I used to build my future. For the past few weeks, I learnt 2 things.

"You are the outcome of your own thoughts"
"你是你思想的结果"

If you think of having a good marriage, you will get it
If you think of having achieving a thing, you will achieve it.
so it depend what's in your mind. Positive? Negative?

"What you are now, are the decisions you've made in the past"
"过去你所作的决定造成现在的你"

So it is very important to take decisions now as
it will build up and become the next 5-10 years of Meiqin.
I've found the right place to nuture myself and change my destiny.

Happy Birthday, Sebastian!!!

2009-11-04T23:09:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday~ Sebastian~

Today just chit chat with my students and had a dinner.. Just notice that my friends are all busy.. I miss my friends~..Vanessa is coming back! :D

It's Over!

2009-10-31T23:23:00.002+08:00

My grade 6 theory is over!!! Finally, now I can focus on my grade 8 playing~. Tomorrow has a new start. My home tuition starts tomorrow.. Haas been cleaning since 7pm~

I can speak now but I cant sing!!!! It is horrible that I can even hummmm any tune. shit~

erm.. Tomorrow going dating! :P

Sick

2009-10-28T12:52:00.002+08:00

having learning these few days.... only when you lose something then you will realise how precious it is. I cough until no voice! And I cant sing.. I feel so xin gu because I cant sing but I am recovering soon. I must do some maintanence on my vocal chords.

I am really yearn to change. To become somebody and to overcome all my mental blocks. ^_^

Change to be made

2009-10-15T23:37:00.003+08:00

Have 4 funds instead of 1. 1 for retirement fund, 1 for opportunity fund, 1 for emergency fund. 1 for leisure fund. To be taken by certain percentage of the my salary..
Investment in GOLD and looking out for compound interest.
MUST GO FOR A HOLIDAY in 2010

This was eaten at a Hong Kong restaurant at T1 and I fell sick the next 2 days.. hahahah.. it was a celebrations for my mum's birthday and I took so long to post.. OMG...

I just bought Bobbi Brown foundation and I think is good because my face not so dry and not oily as before when I used powder form. Morever, it stays long and not thick at all, it blend it well, just like nothing. I LOVE IT! I hope I can stay with it... for LONG.

However, my pimple like doesnt calm down as fast as it used to be. Anyway, I have my periods now so I don't think I can really judge now.

Things Things Things

2009-10-15T23:23:00.003+08:00

Things I have done

paid all my bills
spreading news around about my home tuition
all my students are in exams now or already over

Things to worry

Jobless in November
Crisis might be coming
One of my students done very badly and wanted to ask him go for counselling.. Because he is suspected to be addicted to computer games(there is such addiction and I believe it)
Worry about my students' results
Not enough students next year.
Afraid of going out to teach.........

Things looking forward to

My piano exam which is 2 weeks later
My Korean lesson (to distract for sudden freedom plus worry about not enough cash)
My next year students (I am really sincere in helping students with difficulty coping with studies)
Soap making and natural make up making lesson($1600+++)
Forex in 1 mth time

Announcements

2009-10-12T00:09:00.002+08:00

official FREE day

14 October 2009 :)

Announcements

2009-09-30T20:03:00.003+08:00

B is going for operation. A tumor was found on her legs.
Cleaning Day on Children's Day
Frantic Runnings is going to end soon
I am going to change style soon(mid oct)
change of mind from perming to cut short
my credits and debits go hey wire, SHIT.
going to do my finance report soon..
2010 March grade 8 practical
Christmas present production to start on beginning of November

I am really looking forward to next year! New challenges and New experience awaiting me!!

Again... Things I WANT to learn

fimo clay model
pottery
singing
violin
forex
Investment in property, gold
Candles*
manicure*

Current modules

Korean
Piano
Forex

2010 modules

Korean
Piano
Forex
Singing*

* If financial and time factors allow, I will.............

Sorry, didnt blog about my daily life recently. I guess my future plans are what I am focusing on, 10 years down the road, I am not going to just be a tuition teacher or piano teacher. I hope to be SOMEBODY. Somebody who loves to learn and inspire people to learn.

Why am I learning some rubbish things? (you may thought that way)

Ans:
dont know, when I learnt something, I feel that I know more and can accomplish more things than I thought..We can choose to fulfill certain things, few things, many things, important things. I choose to fulfill things that will fulfill my life being here. Through learning, we will know what we really want in our life, not just the skills or knowledge.

We will learnt to step out of our comfort zone, expand it and our area of movement in there will expand. ALSO, OUR HEART WILL EXPAND. We learn to forgive more as we know more. And it is all from learning.. anything you love to learn, you will get your own thoughts there.

(it doesnt me that I am a magnimous person, I am learning to be one...hahahahah)

Miss you, Teacher Nicole. Oct is around the corner again..... 2 years ago, I had such a great teacher.

2009-09-24T13:27:00.003+08:00

Almost everyone knows that I am doing home tuition. So now I am trying to advertise in internet and flyers. But I realise flyer is so difficult because workers just tear it off the next morning. Find it wasting money......

Should think where to paste it..

Today got a feeling.. feel like slacking!!! I shall go out early today.

Announcements

2009-09-17T12:11:00.005+08:00

Date: ~~21st to 24th Oct~~
~~19 to 21 Oct~~
11 Nov to 14 Nov

Forex course

Date: 20th Oct
Hyung Jung on Family Outing!!

Date: End of Nov
No more running abouts. Only Home/Group Tuition

I am going to do group tuition ASAP. Going to do my leaflets or mini posters and also talk to the parents regarding this issue.

Also, Hyung Jung is on FAMILY OUTING. Wanna know who's that?

Kim Hyung Joong!!!

김흉중

I am going to watch...

Salad

2009-09-15T13:24:00.004+08:00

I made salad today, JUST.
The lettuce wasnt fresh enough but still edible.
Ingredients: Champagne grapes, Strawberries, Blueberries, Eggs
and A LITTLE BIT of 1000 island sauce.

Actually shouldnt add eggs I guess.. But I got to teach till 11.30 pm !!!
MY GOD! But I am happy today because I wake up filled with energy :) and I slept for like 5plus hours. I still feel good now.

I might be tired later. However, I think if I know how to release physical stress, I still can be energetic and positive!!! I have many things to say as I have learnt loads of stuff.. It will take up 2 or 3 pst to mention all.

ok time to go...

My new hobby!

2009-09-15T00:12:00.002+08:00

I want to learn to make candles!!!!

I really lazy to update....... when I really have the time.

Date Set: 31st October Grade 6 Theory

I can do it. I just got to endure. I PROMISED!!!! I WILL go ESCAPE THEME PARK for a break man

Long Time No See

2009-09-10T00:57:00.002+08:00

I think it is really nice to meet my friends out there. It kinda relieve my stress. I feel happy ^_^

Cutie is sick and I really pray that she can pull through...

I will try my best to stay by her side.

Let it be or let it go?

2009-08-31T22:07:00.004+08:00

This idiot go and change tuition timing and say that I was the one who changed timing. Fucker right? I giving up on him. Not on teaching but on his character, I hope he don't EVER step into my world again after 2 mths.

It seems like I had many bad students but I actually have many good students. Just that it is not nice to mention to avoid any favouritism but listing out those fucking students is to let my students know what things not to do and do what you should do.

To me goood students are not just those scoring good scores but those with good characters. Having good grades doesnt mean good too. Having an attitude to improve in anything you like to do or have to do is the key factor.

So students, please learn to accept challenges and overcome them instead of avoiding or use some stupid crooked ways to reach your goals.

2009-08-30T23:25:00.003+08:00

Long time no blog!!!!

Found something I like and I want to do something!!! I want to make fimo miniature clay food models~! I going to do it in november or december. A MUST!

Anyway, got many things to do. Theory paper coming in October. Forex course, my clay food plans in November. Social gatherings in December. Oh ya still got shopping! I gotta work hard now and earn more money for these activities.

Short-listed drama/movies for my collections

New Heart (Korea)
When Law Turns Loose (Hong Kong)
Baby and me (Korean Movie)
Iljimae (Korea)
Queen Seon Deok (Korean)

Got headache now.... -_-"

For pong deng mate

2009-08-18T00:05:00.005+08:00

This is the freak where followers working under it makes it ultra-atrocious and bull shit.

Try it!~

2009-08-17T17:01:00.002+08:00

What is twitter for? I don't know? I shall give it a try. I just recovered and really getting busy.. I think twitter will serve like a short update?

Buzz Buzz Buzz

2009-08-12T00:27:00.002+08:00

Going to be busy like bees. Blogging lesser.. see ya soon ^_^

Things to Do

2009-08-08T21:42:00.002+08:00

OCTOBER

Clean up all wardrobes after exam and before buying clothes

NOVEMBER

Go shopping and get some clothes (make sure is clothes that I will wear frequently).
I decided to buy some long skirts and spaghetti shirt, 3/4 pants, smart casual wear
Start clearing my room + my mum's room.
Preparing Christmas presents! :D

DECEMBER

Cleaning of Living Room
Go for clay-modelling classes
2010 Finacial Report
2010 Resolution(Target: to start teaching piano by June or earlier)

Also I need to practise forex more often on demo account.

It's Back!

2009-08-08T21:22:00.003+08:00

I can sense that it is coming back! What is coming back? My stress.. Somehow I tried my best to pay attention to it these few days. 2 weeks ago, I got back pain, last I've got shoulder pain and today I got both. I cant sit, stand or squat, my back is pain. And it seems to happen on weekends only.. Weekend I think I run like Hell? Start from 930am to 9pm every Sat and Sun and absolutely no break in between. Yeah I know my weekdays are relax but somehow stress is accumulated to weekends and I think that is not right. Of course, I can take my lunch and grab some bites during the lesson while teaching but I realise this only satisfy my physical exhaustion not "brainically" or emotionally. I wanting for some break to just let my brain rest.

Argh~~~ when I feel like crying, I know it is coming and I need a break.

I REALLY HATE WEEKENDS. REALLY. I promised next year I make I have 1.5 full hour break at mid-time or 1hour each for lunch and dinner, I need to start to learn not to use my time to work for money?

Should I? Maybe I did rest well the day before so it happens this way....................................................

Stress cum tired cum hungry. :~(

Also, I think I've got shopping phobia. I am reluctant to spend money on any single clothes. I almost wanted to buy and always end up empty=handed. I think I should go for some shopping in Oct or Nov.

Headaches

2009-08-06T20:36:00.001+08:00

I got headache looking for gifts. Really headache... I am super free today so went to watch Family Outing!!! LOL, it is damn funny~

Recent Problems

2009-08-06T12:10:00.004+08:00

I cant create post in Firefox since there is no toolbars when I create new post. Using IE, having problems to upload photos

My sis Kena cheated $5o by some online blogshop. Selling fake branded stuff. Too bad, that person changed the blog add so I cant post the address. But it sells wallets, bags, prices ranges from 20 to 50. The pictures are all real brands but PICTURES only

I have signed up for like 5 or above blogs.. so now I think I have to go delete.. all blogs I used pis87...hahahah I will become famous someday.

Finally~!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-06T12:02:00.004+08:00

I can post in BLOGGER~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND
UPLOAD Photos!!!!!!!!!

Phew~~~~~~ Damn anxious to solve this blogging problem. I have signed up for live journal, myspace, muiltiply, tumblr, wordpress, bloglines, xanga for blogs but I still like blogger because it is too convenient already. hahahahha.. I shall stay here.

Oh ya solutions have many and I tried all:

Clear cookies and caches
using other browser but I dont like using 2 browsers
having some proxy thingy for those singnet users
press Crtl and F5 together (this refreshes without caching

I dont understand the reasons behind, I just wanna blog properly. :)

.....

2009-08-05T23:49:00.001+08:00

I want to change blog. A blog is almost like blogger, can add chat box, add music, add photos....

BLOGGER, are you sick?

2009-08-05T13:31:00.002+08:00

Erm.. is having many problems. I wondering if other people are also experiencing the same thing

cannot upload photos
blogging got problem, like cannot have paragraph
worse, when I use blogger in Firefox, I cant even create new post..

Shall I go somewhere?

Some Little News

2009-08-05T13:20:00.002+08:00

Cutie is eating longan but she has dropped it. >.< Sleeping with her new friend.

My hamsters couples are not loving, they don't sleep together. but is ok, they got friends in there.

Little News

Pan Wei Bo is working with Korean singer, Lee Hyori (from Family Outing)!! I am jealous actually. Hahaha

Also, DBSK is sueing SM entertainment. Lee Soo Man, founder of SM explained that SM did not exploit DBSK, money taken was used to pay their hotel fees, airplane tickets, CDs etc etc..... Also, the law did not state that, the company cannot sign more 7 years contract(DBSK sign for 13 yrs including army period.)...... Wow, I will never sign for so long man...

Good and Bad news, this is damn breaking news.

Changes Needed

2009-08-01T21:48:00.004+08:00

I need to makes CHANGEs!!!

Change my dressing style, I have been wearing T-shirts and jeans for the past 7 months. Ocassionally doll up only when there is gathering. I promise! next year I shall do something, but not now.
Change my contact lens. I seems to wear spectacles more often than I expected. Somehow monthly contact lens makes it a waste for me. Should I buy daily? Since I wearing like once or twice per week
Change phone, a phone that allows me to work on forex outside without a lappy.
Change a job if I can.
Change hair style. I want to perm my hair~~~~~~~~~~!

Oh I read from a book and it says this.. well I not so sure how to translate...

我们必须消费，因为消费可以促进经济。我们必须节约节制。但消费不代表浪费。所谓节流，就是减少浪费，不是减少消费。

This is interesting, cuz all the while I thought of reducing expenses but the actual meaning is reduced unnecessarily expenses.

For instant, if I wanted to buy something to fill up my stomach when I am hungry, a $4 can buy a chicken rice but if I use it to buy an a burger or 4 90cents salmon sushi, then that is a waste. Because, it doesnt fill up the stomach. Of course, it might not be a waste if I am not hungry and just trying to find some bites. So case by case basis. :)

Celebrations

2009-08-01T21:34:00.004+08:00

Some kittens found somewhere near the tuition place. They are small and adoring but I prefer dogs

Spicy Octopus

(It is big but too chewy and difficult to swallow so I don really like it)

Side dishes plus Kimchi Soup
(Shiok!)

See my sis and mum, they dont know how to use Korean chopsticks.. Too difficult for them hahahhaha

Dessert after meal.

(The waffle is damn damn nice, together with the yoghurt Ice cream, it is really wonderful)

Well, This is Seoul Yummy at Novena Square 3 Level 3. Oh ya! I saw DBSK posters, I din really shop there, I just realised there are many imports from Korea other than the food. Clothings, DBSK socks, posters, calender. OMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!! I must go there SHOP!!!

Pig and Cake

"I also want to eat~~ urgh...."

I hope.......

Pig blowing candle..

Real tired and makes me tired today also. Met Lane and Vin before ALL these and shoulder like going to break soon yesterday

yoghurt

2009-07-30T22:11:00.002+08:00

Went to E Hub and ate this yoghurt ice cream. NICE!! I like~~ Well Well Well... Should I buy Chinese Paladin 3?????

Happy Birthday, PIG PIG PIG!!!!!!!!! ^_^

생일 축하 합니다

사랑하는 _MeiHui_(PIG)___게

생일 축하 합니다!

OFF day

2009-07-30T14:07:00.002+08:00

Today is sort of my off day but I don't where to go. Maybe get some cake and present for my sis. I think my hangout place going to be at E Hub, since I always go there watch movies. What movie should I watch today?

Hmmm... Not too sure, need to get something for her first.

Tomorrow meeting Lane~~ Tml till sunday is going to superb busy I guess..... Most of us loves fri to sun. But that is so opposite for me. I LOVE MON~ Time really flies very fast. It is August now, my theory exam around October and I have only covered like 10% of grade 6 theory. OMG..

2009-07-28T22:35:00.007+08:00

I really like this Cantonese song. The lyrics, the song and the singers. I think this song is a............ hmmmmm... Really true~ Although I am not fat and I want to be. But it is so true that I don't know how to explain. hahahaha

(杏)

优美才容易获取所爱

总要和各界眼光比赛

长相你叫我怎么改

自尊心也被人笑声掩盖

(安)

只怪凡人用眼睛恋爱

身世才沦为被爱的障碍

观众那界线改不改

亦好好对待叫人人意外

(杏)常人完美的标准

(安)怎去量度幸福的轻重

(杏)一千吨

(安)这样重

(杏)张开手

(安)能用力地抱拥

(杏)

天生不算做漂亮都多得你愿见谅

当丑小鸭被撇下流亡然后又被领养

人从来天生天养然而难得你对我紧张

(安)

不必选美觅对象丑样都这样漂亮

不必当世俗偶像这世界谁亦有被爱的福相

(合)蒙起这双眼冥想

(杏)谁会让你恋上(安)忘记言论重量

(杏)

总要被旁人目光批斗

得我凭快镜遇上佳偶

所爱我怕我讲出口

会给婉拒换来我心伤透

(安)

关爱仍然是你所尊有

总有情人明白你小宇宙

给我抱抱你一双手

另一种美貌我全部接受

(杏)

天生不会做偶像都多得你愿见谅 (许:人人能爱上)

仿佛整个闹市内完全无人剩下我俩(许:人人能变心)

评头和品足咀脸原来无需要太过紧张

(安)

请不必背负重量丑样都这样漂亮

心底可拼命发亮这世界其实有万百种色相

(合)旁观者怎会了解

(杏)何以共我恋上(安)谁会是最理想

Good News

2009-07-27T21:18:00.002+08:00

This month my power supply's bill is reduced by 50%!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I've done a right choice~~ yes~ first time my judgement was pretty accurate :)

Well, met Michell in coincidence today and after that chit chat with them(including Amos). It's been a long time since I last saw him. My birthday.

A bit fed up with my Piano teacher. But I still need her. Hope everything commence asap. I am laglaglag far behind.

Oh Btw the Chinese Paladin 3 DVD arrived in SG and on sale now~ WOOhoo~

I think I should go into drama industry sia. It seems that I can predict quite well what hot dramas will be coming soon. Not Buay Hiao Bai, just some imagination. Imagine I can do something great. I'm sure everyone does that. Dream of oneself being capable of something and dooing it great. ^_^

MIA

2009-07-25T23:52:00.002+08:00

My piano teacher went MIA and I think I shall made a visit down her house.

I am ok now~ Going to get pay soon.... What should I do? I think I should enjoy something. What should I do? watch 吓到笑？

Tired...

Lost

2009-07-25T00:52:00.002+08:00

There is not verbal announcement but somehow I know I have lost big time this time round. I've lost to this guy. No. I've lost to emotions. Not only mine but other people's too. I just cant calm myself for losing to someone who is immature and selfish. I guess I should learn to forgive. To forgive people who are ignorant, to forgive myself being incapabile.

This is second time I am so heartbroken. First time, I lost to something call "teenage freedom" and now is "teenage ignorance". Anyway, I have fun and fulfulling meal before I was so sad. But everything is going to be fine. I just got to let go.

人生最大的美德就是宽恕

Let go of myself and let go of her

Insomnia plus HP 6 personal review

2009-07-24T11:23:00.006+08:00

I cant sleep last night. Damn it! No good.. I must do something about it.. Anyway I had watched Harry Potter. It is better tha previous part 5, which has too many events in one show, sometimes it maybe confusing if I haven read the book.

I not sure why it is not nice but I think is not ba, better than HP5. Anyway, I believe in Professor Snape? I think he didnt betray "dum ble dore". Forgive me if I spelled wrongly. But HP6 the content is too little, not excited enough....if they were going to squeeze everything in the last part, that will be so wasted. And I made a guess.

MY GUESS
Harry is one of the 7 "魂器". I forgot what is that in English. There are 7 this soul soul thingy and harry got 2, the ring, book.

REASON
Why did "Voldermore" want to make a scar on Harry? (this question is still not answered throughout the movies.

Because HP is the choosen one to save the world/Hogwarts/people. SO if Voldermore dies, HP will have to die also! OR vice verse. And I think that's why he made a Z scar on Harry when he was a baby. Right from the start he knows Harry is the choosen one.

HOWEVER
Hahahahaha, this is just all my wild imagination, I haven read the book, not a single one. Please dont tell me if my guess is wrong, I wanna wait for the movie to tell me. Exciting isnt it? I pretty contented with part6 because it leaves some room for imgination for me, reveals clues for the people.

However, is Malfoy one of the soul soul thingy if he is the choosen one? This I am not too sure. But I think he is still kind, probably a child who heart has been covered by hatred.

Too many

2009-07-23T14:43:00.002+08:00

I want to learn things but I think is too many...... How? One by One I guess.. Currently I am learning piano and korean. I want to learn singing, violin and pottery~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~....

How?!?!?!?

Hahhaha, I need time and money. But I have not decided what to do with my life other than teaching piano but one thing I am kinda of sure, I am not a business woman, I prefer to teach. To teach things I love and to tell people why the things I love is so wonderful. Piano is one of them, pottery maybe? ARGHHHHHHHHH... when I really stepped out to teach, I will know what I really I guess.

Watching movie later~ Bye

Pain~

2009-07-22T13:59:00.002+08:00

Just went for dental appointment yesterday since 5 months ago. DAMN PAIN~!! I cant seems to bite well. argh~ It will soon be over, just gotta tahan abit.

Anyway, 换换爱 and 命中注定我爱你 is going to be on air soon. They are not bad dramas la.. the second one is better because I think is funnier. Hahahax.. Ruan Jing Tian is cool~

going for practice, BYE~ see ya soon. ^_^

2009-07-21T10:00:00.003+08:00

Firefox is giving me problems. I cant blog... Kinda 0.O".. Hahaha, anyway I using Internet Explorer.. Soon Vanessa is going back and need to celebrate sis's birthday.

Harry Potter!!!!!! I haven watch..... I wanna watch. Probably this thursday, that is only my free day and is going to take up soon.

Well, I like this song the most among all the sound tracks in Chinese Paladin 3. Their main theme is also not bad but I dont like the rap part and the female singer, sounds weird to me but the song itself is not bad.

What Happen?

2009-07-20T10:35:00.006+08:00

Some pudding bought at Ichiban Sushi. I like their sushies. The ingredients are fresh and tasty. Better than sake and Roychi.

Udders... Located beside United Square. Their ice cream is damn nice and is always full of people. The place is small but there are like 5-6 people servicing customers. Can you imagine? There is this hong mao shan Durian ice cream which is the best seller. Too bad I dont eat durian. I bought the strawberry ice cream and it is not too sweet at all. It is sour! nicey~~

I look better with spectacles, is it?

Learnt to tie some new hair style, not the very fashion fashion one but I think I should learn this anyway. Nice? I din take the photo of the hair style behind so kinda of difficult answer. Thanks to Michell , she teaches me how to tie it. Thanks!!!

Did I post this before? but it is eating apples!

Oh I just finished Chinese Paladin 3. It was soso....... Everything was going fine and a little bit drag but the last espisode is a rubbish ending, no sense, nonsense. Disappointed so much at the last espisode. I personally dont like the script for the last part. But the music are not bad.. CHI NA though.

New goals

2009-07-16T17:57:00.002+08:00

Had gathering with my polymates yesterday. Found someone who know a bit of forex. I might like, Oh gosh, finally I can ask someone about my doubts or share my problems on it. On top of that, I was once again inspired to go for forex but I think I need time plus a good phone. Right now, I think I should read more and play more on demo account.

Also, Korean class is starting soon. I had made out my housechore duty schedules and floor plan for upcoming year. Although everyone of us is working but that doesnt mean we are excused not to clean the house. My house is like bull shit now, nononoo, some kind of garbage house. everyone is clothes, hairs and dust. horrible and I need to do something about it.

not practising my singing these few days, LAZY.. SMACK myself... really wanna practise. I failed my major 3rd pitching again. I must be able to pitch it!!!!!! tml I shall try again. Piano was going on quite well, going to complete my scales soon.

Oh ya, I decided to go for social gathering during december.... Right now I guess it is not suitable.

Get started

2009-07-12T21:25:00.002+08:00

Erm well.......... I met Avril and talked a lot of with her. After conversation, I think I should go and socialise. So I going for social outings!!!!!! When I found one first. Should really go out and know more friends...

Also, I am going to record debit and credits record book again. Just bought a book how to manage own finance. This book seems better than the previous one written by China writer, CHI na sucks! cheap books doesnt mean good book, I think more important is who wrote it. This is my 2nd regarding finance managing. It is more all-rounded for girls before marriage, during marriage and after marriage. And somemore but I haven read it all.

There are many investments around but I not sure which one is suitable for me~~ :(
Too many untill I find it difficult to classify them.

I want to prepare money to go korea, and prepare to buy house................... Starting early is good but must within limits. So I shall expand my limits within my limits. hahahahahahha

Save Save Save!

2009-07-11T19:53:00.004+08:00

Well, watching Harry Potter on Channel 5 now. Today was soso.. Tomorrow meeting Avril! Then wanted to buy Dennis Ng's Financial Knowledge book. He was on Chinese Zao Bao and one English The paper, and 早安你好！, so I was curious about, wanna read his book.

I thinkI have too much on transport.. if I spend roughly about 200 per month. Is that too much? I think that is too much. I am trying to reduced by 80 per month. I must do it!!!!!!!!

Chinese Paladin 3 is airing!

2009-07-09T13:47:00.006+08:00

Ice Age 3

2009-07-08T13:23:00.002+08:00

Went to E Hub yesterday to watch Ice Age 3. Funny!!! I laugh untill I cry because of the poison gas that makes people laugh till they die.. Damn funny.. Hahaha.. While I went to this restaurant to have my dinner, I think it was delicious. That was Hawaiian Chicken and minestrone soup. Too bad, I went e western restaurants but they usually don't serve bacon bits with baked potatoe. The only one I attended is Country Manna, only there serve both sourcream and bacon bits for baked potatoe. It is used to be my working place when I were teens so I enjoyed having baked potatoes but with the 2 impt 'enhancers'. Maybe some high class restaurants do serve since bacon bits is expensve.

Oh ya, the garlic bread is damn nice! I first time enjoyed garlic bread. The 2 stuff that I would put into my mouth is durian and garlic bread. But that one was different, no heavy garlic smell and it is soft and crispy....

Tuition time again. Bb :)

Should it be this way?

2009-07-07T12:33:00.002+08:00

Today tuition cancelled again. I am earning lesser but I am saving more... Should it be this way? Hahahaha.. I feel safer to do this with less earnings. well of course, if I have more earnings I save according to ficed percentage also.

Anyway, tonight I shall go watch Ice Age!!!

FUCKING UNJUSTIFIED

2009-07-06T23:00:00.003+08:00

I felt fucking unjustified by this big time fucking bastard student. Considered settled but I am not going to escape, I continue to teach because I didnt do anything wrong, neither I think my previous decision is a ridiculous. I have clear conscience and have nothing to hide so I shall teach as per normal. Although I am not willingly to continue but doesnt mean I going to lower my standard of teaching, neither I am going to priortize this student even he is taking N level. This kind of attitude, take O, A until Z level also useless. ~!@#$%^&*()_+

Come on, I am not the usual tutor that he will think of. Don't ever dare to play or fiddle with me. You give me shit attitude, I WILL GIVE YOU rightful FUCKing attitude.

I am damn angry man. This makes me really really being prejudice against Chi Na students, especially those grow up in CHi Na and come here.

So what you got some money, your money very big is it?

...

2009-07-05T22:56:00.002+08:00

I was kinda disappointed with many of my students. One of them is BTFB. Too tired to mention. I just hope that he made 1 more rubbish mistake so that I can have reason to say "Sorry, I had to go". I dont think I am wasting his time but he is really wasting my time. Although high pay but I am not happy as my time was not used fruitfully during tuition.

I need a break.. I am going to make myself watch movie.

Parents

2009-07-03T22:23:00.001+08:00

Physical courage is courage
in the face of physical pain, hardship,
or threat of death.

Moral courage is
the ability
to act rightly
in the face of popular opposition,
shame, scandal or
discouragement.

Learnt this from the short short show "inspiration" at TVmoBile. I guess more and more people are getting lacking of this. Singapore is such a good place to live in, to the extent that people tend to stay in their comfort zone too much that they are too lazy to change. For instance, if there is robbery, or pickpocket, molest, even to say a fire accident, SG people JUST watch and not help. But that is not for all Singaporeans, just that I think most people are somehow act in this way...................

Usually parents will educate theirs kids not to be KAPO and walked away. The reasons they gave is "why wanna cause troubles for yourself. It can be dangerous". Have you any heard of parents educating their kids by telling to give help whenever they can. "Child, we should help whenever it is possible, and not be mute." I mean not many parents do that. MOST Singaporeans will do the first option than the second. Parents can be very educated but they might not be mature enough to instill the important values for the child to carry out life in a proper upright way. Parent are such difficult resposibilities yet it is so important to be a dutiful parent.

上梁不正
下梁歪。

This is sooooooo true. What values you have, will indirectly, deeply rooted in ur child bacause Actions speak louder than Words.

Although my parents are not educated and they didnt really educated me much of their own values, my life now is a total different from what my parents went through. This could be a blessings in disguise. I walked a bigger round to realise my AP, but I am somemore more open to teachings because I am still learning to be a adult.

Z can be wrong in this way but can be right in another way. Also, right or wrong is not like black and white that simple. That more we have to learn to differentiate or to prioritize the goods and bads..

OK! too naggy.. I shall stop. Today my korean parents bought me cloth and bra! ALSO, DBSK POSTERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am happy, happiness and they promise to help me to get some vouchers so that I can purchase stuff from korean webby.

It is really difficult to live in Korea, not because it is stress but rather the convenience that foreigners do not have. For instance, some people in the webby said that foreigner cant buy phones, purchase house, even online purchase from korean webby. They need to find some korean friends to help. At first, I didnt believe it but later on I am doing the same thing. BUT! I am still going to Korea :) I am sure they is a way out. I believe it and I shall find the way to it. Although South Korea are still closed up to foreigners but over the years, I believe they will open up to foreign talents by giving more convenience to foreigners. They are already doing it but it wasnt enough I guess unless I am caucasians.

I shall end with this:

To achieve what you have never had,
Do what you have never done.
(That's what Michael Jackson have throughout his life)

I'm wrong

2009-07-02T11:51:00.001+08:00

Today I did something wrong.... I went to bang my piano man.. Damn it..
A Pianist should NEVER did that to any pianos..
I am disrespectful and kinda regret.
I was too angry and anxious. It never the piano's fault not to play well..
Self-reflections time...................................................................

Airing

2009-07-02T00:09:00.003+08:00

The Young Warriors of the Yang Clan(少年杨家将) is airing on channel 8!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH my favourite.. 杨八妹 is damn cute~~~ lolx... :)

This show is really one of my top favourite. Although it is not a new drama but it is a real good drama. I am waiting for Chinese Paladin 3... 仙剑奇侠传 3. Should be airing soon I guess? I think is on air now but not in ag, maybe china...

胡歌 is quite an impressive actor but it seems like he can only act good people. He got an ancient look also. I saw his other drama in present time but I think is not as nice as those he acted in ancient times.

How OLD?

2009-07-01T11:56:00.002+08:00

Ha Ji Won, Actress in Hwang Jin Yi..

Guess how old is she?????????

32

做人脚踏实地，良知如清水般清澈。

2009-06-27T22:39:00.002+08:00

Read Lane's blog, remind of my mistake in the past. To trust someone too much till I bring myself own trouble. My greed and naive had cost me 6 months of fanatic teachings plus owing debts here and there.

If because of money, I decided to give up a friend. Is this materialistic of me? I always thought it going to be this way, moreover, it takes two hands to clap. So I decide to forgive this person and give him some time to overcome his problems.

But recently, I got contact of him and he seems of no change. I was like in dilemma. So I called another person. He whom I treat him like my advisor whenever I have problems, especially emotionally. Well I got an answer.

If he is going to drag and think he can escape from this. Then I will say, he will gain a freedom of getting away but he is going to lose me. I never ever give up any of my friends because I always though human are always kind in nature. Even if they did something wrong, that's might be because he/she didnt know it was wrong. But there is one thing, selfishness.

Some people will do certain things that benefits themselves yet might harm others simultaneously. THEY KNEW IT AND THEY choose DO IT so.

It is just a small amount of money but instead of apologising, instead of cooperating, he still dare to ask more money from me.. I only thought this would happen in drama but in fact in real life it is so real.

人生如戏，戏如人生

I am still glad almost all my friends are considered decent, optimistic, confident, cheerful, determined...etc Just cant find any people who is as crazy as me.. hahahahaha

-___-

2009-06-26T22:45:00.003+08:00

Somehow I am moody today, dont know why. But I am happy to buy the materials for the christmas presents! kinda exciting~~

Had some heartfelt conversations with my sis and she cried. I think she start to realise things doesnt come so easy. I am tired. Update soon.

Kboxing

2009-06-25T18:50:00.006+08:00

Went K Boxing with Lane, Vin and my sis. My pig sis dont dare to sing sia.. hhahaha.. Anyway, i sang untill I break voice..Lol k la test my limits. Muahahhahahahha..

Recently I just found some cheap materials and interesting ideas for my Christmas presents this year.. Think this year can do some mass productions. It is real cheap and nice I guess.. Woohoo~~! Shall go to Ikea and take a look again.

Doing my financial planning.. wanted to alter or make some adjustments to it. Economic recession does affect my income as it affect the parents' income which lead to late late late payments. Moreover, the GIRO thingy just deducted 400 in a go for the education repayment system. %^&*(_ well, got to pay it in future anyway. So I treat it as some late payment interest. My income had some slight increase. Instead of saving more, I think I shall make use of this extra income to pay off those short term liabilities such as education repayment scheme and my braces instalments. My debts are growing so does my income, really must monitor closely. Shall update more after planning....

I am stubborn and inflexible and I need to change?
My sis suggest me to be more flexible by being not to tight with myself. HmMmMmm.........

To Do Lists

2009-06-22T21:37:00.003+08:00

To Do List(June)

Pay bills
Pay Korean Fee in July
Go Jeff house.....
Get Mom's insurance done
complete 6th apart scales

To Do List (July)

Attend Korean Lesson again
See dentist
pay bills...bills and bills
Chromatic scales(1st week)
Appeggios(2nd)

What to say

2009-06-21T22:40:00.003+08:00

My schedule are a bit cocked up due to my laziness. Really feel like giving myself a tight slap. Sometimes, when I am too strict to myself, I feel pressurised. Sometime, well, too loose, I cant get things done. how?

ANS: Balance!

I haven been practising piano, nor singing. Just watching drama and playing PSP. IDiot!

Tomorrow I shall get things done.

To Do List for tml

Get back to my daily practise schedule.
~~Learn to play scales.~~
~~Major 3rd apart pitching test.~~
Vocal pract
~~Work on 1 song~~
~~Mark paper (I hate it the most)~~
~~Review my blog on this post~~
Make to do list again for the next 1 month.
Financially planning time

Pondering

2009-06-21T22:16:00.002+08:00

Today had been to K. Well, I was ok la. I didnt expect too much since I didnt practise hard for it. Just that, I keep telling myself, "is ok, is ok. I need to focus on piano now. Singing really have to be aside." Of course I could have do it simultaneously. People might said, "you have loads of time, you should be able to do it."

However, it doesnt happen this way for me. When you are very weak at both stuff and wanna work on it together, it difficult to improve. Especially my weakness is I tend to get distracted easily. So I need to have a basic standard of one and then getting started on the other. Meanwhile, I practise on my pitching anfd rhythm so as to aid in my learning in singing in future. I miss my own singing. I didnt find my own real singing today, just merely singing through the lyrics and relax. Don't really care about how well I sang. Rather, I listen to the good singers. Could learn something from them..

OK LA.. as long as I keep to my schedule, I should be able to learn at least 1 song. Just 1 song. Let me think of one. I think I shouldnt care if the song is suitable. Just choose one that is not so difficult and not so easy yet achievable for me. I should! P.S I Love You?

Leveraging. Umpteen times I have heard it but I still don't truly understand the power. I think I will only understand when I make it happen. I never thought of leveraging my time..... Business is a good way? only way? effective way? Somehow I find it difficult. Difficult, not only is how to do it but my main concern is how to perserve through the road. It doesnt happen as saying "OH I shall perserve and continue." only. BOTTOM LINE: no confidence

To me, I may not be talent in playing piano or singing. But I am confident that I can perserve and be unshaken by whatever circumstance or hardship or difficulties that is going to be infront of me.

Whatever it is, it is a good advice from my friends. It makes me ponder about things that I never thought of.

Pisces' second weakness: THINK TOO MUCH.

hahahahahahhaha :P

Cutie is obsessed with the apple~

^^

2009-06-18T22:49:00.002+08:00

I think it is trying to do something yoga? some stunts lol

Wad is it?

husband.. only cares about food...

Monsters Vs Aliens

2009-06-11T22:42:00.003+08:00

Ever since few years ago, once again, I laugh until like shit. Damn funny the movie. Luckily there is no one beside and I laugh happily loudly and crazily. hahaha..

My sis is a pig.......... Mi Hae is a PIG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Famil;y outing

2009-06-09T09:18:00.003+08:00

This is the latest theme song of family outing. Not all are professional singers but I am sure they are great hosts. GReat and Funny. Thanks to this show, it brings me a lot of laughter and brighten my days, especially with guest that are famous, like DBSK, Jun Ki and Rain. Somehow they will have sparks. Hahhaha

I went to see TCM doc yesterday. Currently my health status is quite ok but just a bit poor 'qi' cirrculation. Doctor STRONGLY advise on my mood and sleeping time. MOOD MOOD MOOD is very important, must always maintain good mood. I felt guilty when he said that. But he had thought me some exercise to do. Some are especially for when I am angry.

Pray

2009-06-06T23:44:00.002+08:00

I pray for the Air France Plane to be found as soon as possible. I empathize the dead for they are down there very cold and trapped at the deep deep sea of don't know how many fathoms.

Pray... ...

Yawn~~~~~~~~`

2009-06-05T23:44:00.002+08:00

The dog is morgel which was abandoned. Now it is at some orphanage home, waiting to be adopt.

Bought some motivating posters to be paste in my room.

My cutie~~

Today had a pri 6 tuition and went to Novena with Rara and Eve and had our dinner at an Korean Restaurant. BUT! I forgot what the name. Aiya.. the food there are not bad. Their Vanilla ice cream is nice but I don't really like sweet tough nowadays so it doesnt suit my taste so I took the yoghurt ice cream. It turned that the yoghurt ice cream doesnt suit eve and Rara taste also. Hahaha. I just prefer sour stuff after meal, especially something full. Sour taste will be smoother and comfortable for me to accept.

识法代言人

2009-06-05T01:48:00.002+08:00

really not bad. Now going to watch "Young Warriors of the yang Clan". Meaningful? I am not sure. But I know it is a very touching drama and I always love to watch, not only it is funny, it is very family-oriented drama. Just like the above drama...

Nicey~

2009-06-05T01:37:00.002+08:00

Today I am quite free so I went to e hub to watch "Blood the Last Vampire". It was nicey as in the story was touching. I am not sure is it predictable story but I am able to predict it. BINGO! wad a nice twist of twist. SHOULD GO and Watch!!! It is nice!!!

Again, had solemn talk with my student and he cried but I am not sure because of me or of his mum. He had kinda bad relationship with his mum. Whatever it is, the parents had asked me to stay to help and not to give up. I just let the student know, anymore rubbish and nonsense, I'll will just leave right away. Received new students today, kind of people that are keen to improve so I am happy :)

Next, watching Subaru and Aliens vs Mosters. MUhahaha.. tomorrow going to eat hop pot with my girlfriends. 21 June going party world.

Oh ya, nowaday I keep rewatching drama as the recent drama are getting more and more meaningless. This drama is my 3rd time watching also. really worth. Meaningful and nice storylines and positive attitude. This drama is called............

A day with many incidents happening

2009-06-02T13:19:00.004+08:00

My mum want to go hospital as she has been vomiting for 2 hours and the whole family go along
My sis and her bf took an abandon home without asking my permission but only my Mum's.
Her BF cried and run away and went to drink beer after I had scolded him.

I was liked wtf..... Ok.. my Mum had a stomach upset and went to Changi Hospital from 9.30pm to 12am and I sit there rotting. Meanwhile I asked my sis to go back and settled the dog as I will NEVER allow any dogs in my house. So me and my mum went home and I saw the DOG.. it is a puppy. I was puzzled as I told them to settle the dog. SO I called my sis's bf and asked him what happen.

conversation

Me: where are you? Why arent the dog settled?
Him: OH I met my friend on the way home, so I meet my friend. MeiHui doesnt want to accompany me so she is alone now.
Me: I dont care where and what you doing now. You 2 better come back and settle now!

I hanged up the call immediately. Deserved scolding from me, isnt it? What kinda of rubbish reason is this? I let them go back early is to settle the problem. Moreover, he left my sister alone while he is trying to comfort his heartbroken friend. My sister also another. Only sit there and wait for 1 hour and crying alone. I could have just left him if I were her. What this couple doing, I am really not sure.

After thet came home, I tell him off.

conversation

Me: Pls read the sms that I sent

一遇到你的朋友，就把我的事情放在一边。
你到底会不会分轻重的！
我不是美慧，不要给我一些笨理由或借口就像打发我！
you better come home and settle it now!

Him: Jiejie, if you don't like me you can say, I can disappear the next time.
Me:

Yes! I don't like you but I have no choice, the one who is in love in you is not me, is my sis! I am not trying to pick on you. I just don't like irresponsible actions. Not saying that ur friend are not important. But you have to let me know that you cant settle right away when I have told me to do so. Even if it is concidence that u met ur friend, you could call me or sms me to let me know. You two are always like this! Doing things with no responsibilities! The thing I HATE the most is to find out the truth on my own when you could have let me know before that. The whole family know I hate this very much and I will be very angry. Hello, you are a guy somemore, can you be more responsible.

3 second silence.

My sis: I'm sorry
Me: Bring the dog in and I want to talk to you also.

He started to cry and ran out of my house immediately and my sister wanted to get hold of him but I stopped her.( I admit my mistake, I shouldnt have stopped my sis).

After which I talk to my sister the same thing again. After 2 hours, my sister wanted to cry saying that she was sick and tired of finding him everytime. If she don't, that guy will thought that she dont care for him if she dont find him. AND he purposely dont pick up the call.
(Stupid right, a guy living as though as 12 year old girl) . I really wanted to my sis leave this guy, I really don't see anything good in him. He has manners but the manners don't come from his heart, is just for the sake for my sister. To others, he don't act this way. and his character really no good.

He went to drank beer, he was drunk and scolded my sis on the phone. Because of this, my sister could sleep last night and she didnt the night before too. I don't why my sister wanted to be like him. Not only they don't know how to love each other, they don't know how to love their ownselves. BIG BIG DISAPPOINTMENT.

so now he really vanished. he better don't come...

The dog, I really object. I like dogs actually and I planned to have one but not now. My house is so messy everywhere, it is not clean. My sister and mum don't have enough hygiene knowledge. They just used a cloth and wiped off the urine and that all. OMG, that's urine, not water, got smell, got sticky feeling one lor. This is an abandon dog so it is not trained. Even if I want to train, it doesnt take hours or days, it takes more than that. NOW my house is full of uring smell, including my room! FUCK, I should have closed the door tightly. I am living like a 3 room toilet. SUPER BIG toilet. No one is cleaning it and I never be the one cleaning because I didnt agree to let it stay my house initially.

ME TOO. I FEEL LIKE RUNNING AWAY. BUT I'LL STAY AND TRY TO SOLVE THE PROBLEMS.

TO DO LIST

get someone to send the dog to police or spca
get someone to mop the whole house
clean my own room
talk to my sis again.

Energy Booster

2009-06-01T13:22:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I just went to popular to buy some assessment books. But I didnt get to buy any. Somehow the books and variation are getting lesser and lesser. I still prefer the old versions.

Anyway, I saw books! I was eager to buy new one to read. But I am stuck with "Think and Grow Rich". It is chimology man.... So I try not to buy.. but I still bought one book. Not reading type but some massaging book, it is called "The Energy Booster". Applying some pressure to certain acupoints to boost energy or to relax the body, increase metabolism etc.. It teaches how to breather correctly, doing some exercise that promotion circulation of "qi" in our body. Kind of what I need.

My fingers or knuckles are bit painful these few days and I don't why. And I realised my fingers are crooked! alamak~

동방신기,나는보고십다.
나는 동방신기를 만나십은대 오려워요 ~
재동생의남자진구를 너무 싫어요.

my VERY favourite song

2009-05-31T23:24:00.004+08:00

사랑아 울지마

난 정말 괜찮은 건지 나 보러 괜찮냐며 물어보는 사람마저
내가 슬퍼 보이나 봐 하긴 나 눈물로 두 손이 범벅이잖아

나를 위해 또 흘러 내리는 빗물이 내 눈 위에서 번져 널 가려줄 텐데
사랑아 울지마 널 데려갈지 몰라
아직도 넌 남은 기억마저 잡고 있던거야

*잠시 눈을 감아 널 사랑할까봐 놓아야 될 너의 손을 놓지 못 할까봐
내게로 사랑하는 법을 가르쳐 준 너 어떻게 잊어야 해 지금의 내 모습

오늘 또 술에 취해 네게 전활 걸어 역시 넌 받지 않아 또 울잖아
무슨 말을 했는지 헛된 소릴 한지 ‘미안해’란 말 조차 못하는 나
아직도 내게서 도망가려니 잡을 수 없는 꿈을 쫓듯이 더 멀어져가

*Repeat

너에게 어떤 사랑이 와도 기다릴텐데 편히 내가 없다 생각해

네게 했던 우리 약속과 함께 하자던 눈물을 이제 보여 줄 수 있어

DON’T CRY MY LOVER

Am I finally alright now? This is what they ask me,
I look so pained, my tears seep through my two hands.

When the tears that blind my eyes fall, I can see you clearly,
My love, don’t cry. I don’t know if I should take you away with me.
You still hold on to so many memories.

*chorus*
I close my eyes for a moment, I still love you so. I should give up, but I can’t let you go.
You taught me how to love. Now, how can I forget you?

Again, I’m drunk today. I call you but you don’t pick up. Again, I cry.
What did we say? Still those tedious words. I can’t even say the words ‘I’m sorry’.
What I have become, I cannot grasp the dream that is now distant.

*repeat*

The love that you have been waiting for, I cannot have.
The promise that we made, to shed our tears together…I can see them now

Wrong Spelling

2009-05-31T21:21:00.003+08:00

Today on the way back to Yishun Mrt, I walked down a pathway beside low-rise HDB flat. Someone put a cardboard outside his room. It says "Be Conciderate, Speak softly". I was like 'huh'? there is some extra word "Shut up" written using other maker. I supposed someone else wrote that. SO................ I used my red pen and do something on it. I wrote a "S" over the "C" and I darken it. LOLx.. As you know, I don't do such things.. Just wanna be playful at times.

Paris and Milan, I getting to love this show. Although some people may disliked this program as it criticise Singaporeans for lack of manners. Rather, I treat it as a reflections for all Singaporeans. Compared to Americans, Japanese and Koreans, generally we are behind in terms of manners. However, I think we are just oblivious to those things, not doing it purposely. Anyway, this program is super funny. This week they are talking about occupying 2 seats at 1 time on bus. Quite true, some uncles and aunties like to put their Emperor or Hong Kong leg on the seat opposite them. Cant tolerate~~~~~~~~~ haha

Pondering

2009-05-29T22:29:00.003+08:00

Today my piano teacher throw me a question again, asking me if I am going to continue my degree. Asking when am I going to get a full time job. She did explain to me the pros about the having a full time job while working part time in teaching. Lower the the flatuation rate of my income, stablising the amount of saving per month. This 2 key factors are important to for me in future in order to fulfill my dreams.

Well, right now from 2009 to 2010 I wont be taking any jobs or studying an degree I guess. Firstly I got to save up some lump sum amount of money. Secondly I got to focus on piano in order to climb higher.

Anyway, this year Grade 8 is my main priority. Without it, I cant start. I am still not starting cuz I have not reach it. It is coming towards me soon. What I can do for the mean time is to plan for the aftermath of the getting grade 8 plus teaching piano for some time.

Need to find out more. ^_^

I definitely not giving up no matter how much negative feedback I got. I will go Korea, to work and live for 2 to 3 years. Is just as strong and deep feeling as how much I love piano. and it is growing in my heart every single day.

Does that mean I don't need a partner? I'm not too sure. But I am getting the hang of being independent. Now I can almost accomplished more things than I used to be. So sometimes it makes me ponder what is the use for having a partner. The answer is to give the other happiness. I think is happy and blissful to give ur loved one happiness.

However, many people always uses money and social status to measure happiness or happy and good life.. which I think is very wrong. Money and social status only enhance and help in sustaining relationship. Happiness and blissful marriage from I see from my friends and my own parents, it is choosing the one who love you and willing to make a certain sacrifice for you. Also, give you the happiness that no other guy can give :) All these cant measure or increase through the use of money but felt by the heart. And only this happiness are the nutrients to a happy and wonderful relationship.

Clock

2009-05-29T00:43:00.003+08:00

This is my clock~~ I bought it yesterday. My another Ultimate aim beside going Korea ==> Buy a grand piano. Few days or weeks or months ago, there is this president performance? JJ was there and together with some music prodigy. Wah I see them play piano man. OMG.. this was like, of course real prodigy. But I am not really fantasized by it. I perfer slow songs or songs with more emotions. Songs written for wars, or classical will make me fall asleep if I listen to it. I rather to pop piano. Damn it. Got to change this attitude if not I cant teach piano..

Nowadays I was wondering how am I going to sing smoothly. I got problem in application skills. Argh~~~~~~~~~ Well I think I am feel good this week. Because I spend money to watch movie! I am getting used to alone, but I still can get along so still not that bad.

VERY fast, is already mid year, which means year end is coming and exams are coming, wedding is approaching.

I want to go bowling~ Sisters let's go man. Not only is going to be fun, I think it will improve e impression of us of Ra's BF. Healthy activity isnt it. Oh ya Nebo also got some skating benefits. Shin yi should sign up also, I think she will like it. hahahahah

BOLERO~ I love it!

2009-05-28T00:42:00.004+08:00

OK, I went to E!Hub to watch 'The Night at the Museum 2'. It was real good. After that, I went to sign up for this Nebo City member. Think is quite worth it. The benefits are all what we young people like. Or maybe I like it. Haha..

The benefits are

Tickets previleges at Cathay
20% discount on top of 10% member discount at Party World
$7.50 entry for WWW and Escape
$2.50 per game at Orchid bowl
Link Points accumulation
Coasta Sands Chalet at NTUC member prices

Quite good, isnt it?!?!?! and is just $20 for 3 yr membership. So I think is benefits me well.

I also bought at clock for myself... Upload later.

I going to watch SUBARU~~~~~~ I saw the advertisement at the cinema and it showed DBSK song.. BOLERO~! I simply love it! love it! love it! Well again, this piece is damn difficult to sing I guess.. Can see video below. I think they need to be super 'fang' as in 'super de let go' and stamina to sing such high notes plus harmonizing.. AHHHHHHHHHHH I LOVE THEM~ Sarang Hae~

Upcoming is the 'Blood the Last Vampire' from Japanese Manga. I going to watch that also.

To or Not to?

2009-05-27T00:33:00.001+08:00

LFI

too hardworking?

2009-05-22T19:00:00.002+08:00

Got pimples!!! ok la that because of the drama. Keep sleeping late plus eating not healthily... Today I got 4 hours of piano prac.. Long but that's because I am lazy to go out because of the weather.. is going Autumn already as the super hot period shifted from 1pm to 3 pm to 3pm to 6pm.. usually I start work at 4pm.. So I am :( because of the hot weather..TMD..

I need to be more hardworking!! Hardworking to make myself relax.. must go for movie~~, must go for gatherings~~ MUST

?????

2009-05-21T22:21:00.003+08:00

I think I can sense the increase of the intensity of certain relationship which is near, 'visible' to me. I feel kinda tired of them. Think they make me sick of relationhip, Is either I'll make sure I do a better job or not to have it at all.

Some immature people who takes more possession than sacrifice, who put oneself more than the other, who revenge more than to forgive..............

Wa~ I hope I won't be like this. That's scary. I'm fortunate at least friends around are having healthy relationship. I'm guilty as I cant guide someone well because I am inexperienced.

Outing Outing~

2009-05-21T15:10:00.002+08:00

I just finished the drama, Wonderful life. I think the drama is really not bad, especially the small little girl. She damn good in acting. The last few episodes happen that the girl Han Shin Bi has acute leukemia, so the doctor had to do a bone marrow test. Extracts of bone marrow test and bone marrow transplant and bone marrow test for suitable donors are all differents. The most painful test should be extract bone marrow, cuz they cant put you to sleep and have to use some metal instruments inserted into the spinal cord and extract the 'juice'. How sensitive is the spinal cord man.

So the girl undergo this thing. Of course, it is not going to be true in drama, but Shin Bi acted like as though it was real and she is only around 5 years old........ Worth watching. Maybe the adults went pinch her very hard till she cry????? hahaha.. cant believe..

K box K box..~~~~

Drama Drama Drama

2009-05-19T22:25:00.005+08:00

I found one drama not bad but is not that famous. Anyway, is a Korean which was filmed in Singapore.. Part of the series... You can see that they filmed it at Sentose, Clark Quay.. etc

And the name is WONDERFUL LIFE.

Cast:

Kim Jae Won(Hwang Jin Yi),
Eugene(Ai Qing Hai),
Lee Ji Hoon(New Heart),
Han Eun Jung(Full House)

The drama is funny because they are quite some good actors and actress but the storyline could me better I guess. Starting part is similiar to Fated to Love You but I found that it went a bit out of point somehow. Anyway, the baby girl is cute, the small little girl was even cuter, with her big eyes.

The Chinese piano piece is hard.. I practise I crossed-eye. OMG..

Joke of the day

I am busy practising my piano and my sister was asking some question ONE by ONE.

Me:(busy practising)
Sis: Jie
Me: Huh...
Sis: Oops Sorry, I forgot to tell you I wore your pants.
Me: Is ok. (back to practising)

2 seconds later...

Sis: Jie~
Me: Huh~~
Sis: Can lend me ur Olive oil?
My piano was too loud so I cant hear properly and I stop.

Me: Huh~~~~
Sis: Can lend me ur Olive oil?
Me: Ok (while my hand are still practising)

2 seconds later:

Sis: Jie~~~
Me: HUH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sis:@@@@@@@@@@@@(cant hear again)

Me: ... ... ... ... ... Ok, Now I stop playing, can you asl once for all? You know ah you know ah.. this book got sooooooooo many dao geis(beansprout), I just found where I stop, and ask you again. And then.. I forgot again when I continued again... See, I really lost in a lalaland.

Sis: ahahaha, (shy), ok, I wanna ask u need anything? cuz I am going out.
Me: Strawberry
Sis: -_-"
Sis: Jie, now is 10pm.. where to buy?
Me: Ok I don't need anything.

Oh ya my sis made pizze today! it is delicious!

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...

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